I’m only with him so I can keep punishing him for being physically abusive to me in the past. I lie and cheat on him when I can. The more outrageous the act the better. If he wants to hit me and make me want to kill myself when I wasn’t doing anything wrong why the F*** would I behave myself now that I don’t love him?

I’ve met people off of craiglist just so I could f*** someone right before my a****** boyfriend would touch me. I’ve sucked c**** then made sure to french kiss him. I’ve been gang banged then go meet him. It was the most amazing s** with my boyfriend because the entire time I was riding him I was thinking about what a dirty slutty c*** he was f****** and how much it would piss him off if he found out.

As you can tell, I f****** hate him and will demean myself just to make him suffer.

I’ll randomly text him with how much I f****** hate his guts and then never mention it. I make sure to never let any opportunity to belittle him pass me by. I’ve let ALL his friends know what an abusive a****** he is and watch them drop him like a hot stone. I’ve made it my mission to enchant and charm anyone he starts a new friendship with only to drop the bomb of what he really is once they get closer to him.

He has no real friends now. I am his only emotional support. If I get him unstable enough he’ll kill himself when I break up with him. He already thinks about doing it when I fight with him and ignore him for a day.

Once he gets a job and his Driver’s license back, I plan on anonymously tipping the cops about his drunk driving after feeding him shots.

Oh BTW, the first DUI he has was orchestrated by me. I had him drop his car off in a parking lot I knew was patrolled by cops and then DD’ed for his alcoholic a**. I knew that once I dropped him back off at his car they would pull him over shortly.

If I could get away with it I’d try him up and cut him into tiny pieces still alive. I’d drug him up with v*****, try him down, gag him with an “O ring” and a cloth gag over that and then watch his face as I s*** his c*** while a total stranger does me from behind. Then after the random guy cums in me I’d sit on my boyfriend’s c*** and tell him how good it feels to f*** him with someone else’s c** dripping from my dirty p****. Then I’d get someone else to start f****** me up the a** at the same time. Once they c** up my tight hole it’s time for my boyfriend to get his turn at my a** while I s*** multiple c****. When all the guys are ready to c** I would kneel on the floors with my mouth wide open to collect all their creamy s****…..I’d would then remove the cloth gag and spit it ALL into my boyfriend’s open mouth.

I am an evil, abusive c*** but that is what he made me.