To that person…
I’m not going to wish you were dead, that will do nothing for me, I will wish that you were never born. Or maybe just that universe stopped me from crossing paths with you and your friends.
Thank you for destroying my soul.
I was a shut in for years, spiraling closer to depression, and it was on the internet that I felt like I found my place, people with same interests.
I have opinions. I sometimes change them, but not for those that approach me for the single purpose of forcing theirs on me.
I hate hypocrisy, I loathe double standards, wish I wasn’t such a s*** at defending fair play, at defending myself. I strike as cornered animal, because people like you made me feel like that.
I used to wish I was dead. Spent years keeping those thoughts down. Thank you for bringing them back. Thank you for making me paranoid. Thank you for all the panic attacks. Thank you for the fact I keep putting things on private out of fear. That I shut myself up out of fear. Because I as a person have no worth. You showed me I do not deserve respect. You kill people, not with knives, but with words. You and your friends destroy souls and for what? For reasons so dumb I don’t know whether to laugh or cry or… simply wish the likes of you never existed.

I look at my life for the past few years. Every good thing was quickly covered with something bad. At this point I can only ask God why doesn’t he just smite me with a lightning to get it over with.