I’m a f****** pathetic loser, I had every opportunity in the world to be successful and to make my parents proud and I went ahead and fucked up every single one. I could be a lawyer right now, instead I work at Pizza Hut and I’m treated like a brainless halfwit retard. I have a great amazing girlfriend, yet I want to f*** everything else because Im so bored and tired of seeing the same exact person every night when I come home from my s***** delivery job. I make no money and soon I will be in serious debt. I haven’t even been approved for a credit card yet so I can establish credit. I refuse to kill myself yet I have a serious urge to hang myself from my balcony every single f****** night. My life is full of catch 22s. I hope an accident takes me out soon because I can’t do it myself.