I am so angry at my former friend because she stole my first relationship away from me. She is such a jealous b**** who’s afraid of being alone that she took away this guy who lets say is weak for domineering females anyway but who genuinely liked me and who i genuinely liked, so she could feel secure about herself. The worst thing is that no one except me is going to stand up to her and so whenever I do I feel like Im the evil witch verbally attacking her. This whole friendship circle is screwed up and I wish I could travel to a different country and leave the ties, feelings and pain back in Australia because there is still so much in me that hurts that he hasn’t contacted me in two weeks, that the last time I spent with him was at a sleepover where he let her sleep next to him while i was alone and the fact that the relationship I fantasised over for a solid 10 hours each day for two weeks has broken down before it could even take off.