I’m tired of life. I find joy in few things. I try to be happy with my family but even my son doesn’t always make me smile. I’m tired. I’m just very tired. I’ve cried this into my fiances shoulder a million times. I don’t think he understands. I feel like no one understands. I just want to cry. I just want to lay down with my fiance and sleep for forever. I only feel completely okay when I’m crying and he holds me but he doesn’t do that often. My tears stress him out.
