It’s happened again. Me falling for a guy that i can never obtain and i remain on that one sided love lane. What timing i have to fall in love after all these years. He is perfect. In all the ways that i would want in a person that i want to spend my remaining days with. Outgoing, kind, funny beyond anyone else i know, a blast to be around, and he never makes me feel lonely. That is because he is my friend and sees me as his friend. I’m too old for that high school love story s***, and i would have confessed to him and made my move, but many things stand in my way of doing so. He has 3 beautiful children from a wife that he loves and adores almost as much as much as he does his children. Like i said I’m too old for that high school love story b*******, but being a homewrecker is definate no-no. At first i tried to tell myself that he was nothing more to me than a friend, and that i would love to be with a guy who was exactly like him. But as each day passed it was becoming more difficult to continue with the lie. What s**** even more so is that i’m moving outta state. Me and him had just became friends, i just recently discovered that my new friend is that guy I’ve been dreaming of as my soulmate and I’m moving away. I feel as if I’m in one of those Korean dramas right now. My heart aches and I’m on the fence of loving it and hating it.