I cut myself. I’m a 13 year old girl and I cut myself to a point to where I could die. Yeah, I guess you could say it hurt at first. But, after a while I gotten addicted to the pain. But, to be 100% honest I don’t really feel any pain when I cut my self. I just bleed and after I’m done watching myself bleed I go to my bathroom and wash out the cuts in the shower. Only, once I’ve cut my wrist. I don’t really like the way it feels. I basically cut everywhere that I can, so that would be the upper part of my legs, my stomach, parts of my back, by my rib cage, and a few more places. It really is hard to stop cutting after you have started to. So, please don’t do what I am doing. Please don’t cut. But, if you do cut, I know the pain that you are going through. And I don’t know what’s going on in your life. But, just remember you are not the only one going through the pain that you are, and that the only one that can help you is yourself. But, I’ve been cutting for a couple of years now, so its to late for me. And I hope that its not to late for someone to save you. I put on the best fake smile everyday, and I act like nothing is wrong. But, really my life is falling apart. I don’t know what to do with my life anymore. I try and try to make things better. But, in the end I always fail. If you were to look a my legs right now you would see that they are covered in scars. And by covered I mean covered in scars. And since I’m 13 so it would be normal that I would go to a middle school. And typically in middle school, one would go to “p.e” or “gym”. And, so I can’t cut down my leg to far or else someone might see the scars on my skin. And, everyday that I go to school I am afraid someone might see them. I really am thinking about killing my self. But, I don’t want to only because I would leave three things that I am living for. The three things I am living for is my dog, my little brother, and my friends. But, this life is just getting worse and worse everyday. I try not to let any one in. But, one of these days I’m going to snap. I’ve all ready tried to kill myself, by choking my self, but I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. Only because my dog was looking at me. And, I really was ready to kill myself. The only reason I’m still here today is because my dog. I looked in to her eyes, before I was just about to black-out and it looked like she was crying. But, yeah that probably sounds stupid to you, but she is the reason that I’m here today. And, I don’t really like telling anyone anything. Only because people can be really rude. And, say stuff like “OMG, She is such an attention w****.” And, that is why I try not to let my walls fall down to much. Because society is a really ugly thing. But, I guess it is up to you if you ignore this. I’m just a random person on the internet, that you have probably never met before.