Ive just had a massive panic attack after seeing a spider. Im worried because although ive always had a fear of them ive never been this bad. Recently i was diagnosed with extremely bad aneamia, to the point where theyre thinking of giving me a blood transfusion. My mum thinks im anorexi because i began gradually eating less because i hate my body. Now its kindof spun out of control and ive basically lost my appetite. Im worried all of these things are causing me to have anxiety but with all the problems ive got (including a recent diagnosis of stress due to school work) i dont want to make mum worry even more about me as i have two younger siblings that i feel should be getting more attention than me as im 15. I feel like a let down.