I can’t say it enough but I am so f****** tired. I just can’t keep doing this. I just can’t…I can’t keep trudging through each day, trying so much. I’m trying so hard to be good…. I’m so tired of trying to make something of my life, building it up to a place where I am happy and then have it ripped down….. I’m on the verge of tears every single day. I don’t even know what it is anymore, what I am upset with. Then as sudden as a wave of emotion comes, I’m just empty and staring at the wall.