A year and a half ago I had an emotional affair with a coworker. I left my wife to be with this woman but quickly changed my mind and asked my wife to take me back, which she did. Since then I have been miserable. I miss my girlfriend and think about her every day. I am trying to forget her. I am trying to move on and be a good husband. My wife has been great considering the circumstances and has been iffy on continuing our mariage (can’t say as I blame her). So I suffer in silence thinking about this other woman who probably isn’t good for me anyway and trying to put my thoughts and my energy in the right place, fighting daily the urge to contact her. I feel like an a** but I am stuck right now.