I honestly love my friends, but i sometimes i had to pretend just to get along with them.
I feel like i was living in a constant lie being with them but now that i moved into a new school, and met new friends I feel like i’m drifting away from them.
I’m getting along with my new friends amazingly without having to pretend because they’re just so real in everything… i finally don’t have to pretend to be someone else i’m not… but at the same time i can’t leave or ever forget my old friends. Despite the random times i suddenly get depressed, they were still true friends that were very loyal and fun, i’ve had too many precious memories I’ve shared with them.

But now…they are changing way too fast. I feel like it was only yesterday that we were laughing at such petty things.
Now they’re changing too fast for me. They’re becoming like one of those stereotypical “Queen-bees” or “popular girls” which we used to hate and make fun of.
I don’t think i can pretend to that degree