I went through all forms of child abuse until I was 13 when my mother got full custody. I was depressed and started cutting when I was 9 and didn’t stop til I was 14 or 15 and even then it was off and on, I convinced myself I was happy for about a year but then my depression suddenly got way worse and kept getting worse and then I found out I had all the symptoms if ptsd after researching it because my sister said she had ptsd