I hate how nothing goes wrong for me, it’s just b*******. I’m so tired of it, I just want to disappear. I feel like if you’re prettier or more handsome the world treats you better… I f****** hate life, these are supposed to be the best years of my life but literally they’ve the worst. I wish someone could just help me be a better me. I wish someone could just help me become someone else. I hate myself… And all I want to do is help people, but I can’t even help myself. Saul 1798