I am an atheist. Only I know this to be true. I go to a christian school. My mom works for a church. My grandma has a cross everywhere. I am alone. I have no courage. I can’t even tell my family. Will they loose all respect for me? Will they like my brother more, just for that reason? Will my friends still hang out? Am I alone? I am forced to go to church. At church… I, I, think about how lonely and depressed I am, secretly. I cannot therefore tell anybody. I feel alone. I respect the people around me to much to lie to but cannot muster up the courage. I respect religion but it isn’t the path for me. Is there something wrong with me and am I alone? My parents will feel as if their child will be tortured by Satan himself forever. Help me please!