i have been in abuse friends and man friends often, they say “you don’t say this or that”, no talk, no singing or hum, you f*** like this and shut up and you stick your a****** out for poking in like that and shut up or I tie you up and you shut up, no sneeze or cough, you smile like you happy to outside world so all think we are nice couple happy together b****, no looking like that look on face, not to talk to family or other friends, you say this or that you walk this way or shut up. you should cry for me when I leave to go home to my wife after I r*** you for s** use. I say “I never cried for you I just could not wait for you to leave fool”, so happy to see you walk out the door so I could run away and clean my body from you.