Sometimes it feels like the world is against me.I try my best not to fall but to rise ,I am a strong believer in God and am thankful for all that he has given me.I am not complaining but I need to get this of my chest. I feel so Angry,Sad and depressed. I always try to be the better person in everything ,I share with others even if it means I get nothing for myself.I love my parents and try to do well in school for them just to say “I am proud of you.” But I am constantly being told by them I have s***(excuse my language please) for brains. At school I have friends good ones but most of them wouldn’t even jump a puddle for me when I have crossed oceans.Girls can’t stand the sight of me , I go weeks without talking to a single girl, unless the ask for something. There is one girl , I have had strong feelings for her since I met her two years ago, we used to text each other but she had a boyfriend and I understood. But after that she never talked to me only when she wanted something , She talks to every other guy I’m my class and in school but me , even to my friends who barely know her. I live away from my cousins who to me feel like my brothers and sisters because I grew up with them. I have two sisters who always get me in trouble .I feel like I’m drowning and everybody sees but doesn’t care. If I had to die I will be forgotten directly after being put into the ground. Thanks for reading please I would appreciate it if you comment.