A guy I hooked up with over the summer put his hand down my pants and i was too shocked to resist. I didn’t want it to go that far. And then I was diagnosed with HSV1 three weeks later. I still don’t know how it happened. I’m a virgin. but what if no one ever wants to be with me because i have the “sluts disease” society has so much hate about that. I’m scared that no one will ever want to share this burden with me. but i want love and stability. 🙁 id urge everyone to be safe and careful about intimacy. things can happen unpredictably, and have serious consequences. wish me luck