Sometimes when I’m trying to do college work all of the things I need to do run through my head and my heart starts pounding and it seems so impossible that I just don’t want to do it anymore. I have so much to do and even if I do it all none of it will be of a high enough standard. And I just keep putting it off, doing the bare minimum and when I do study I’m achieving nothing because I think the stress is making me sabotage myself. So I wonder why I should bother even trying any of it. And I just want to quit college and get a job in a shop in some town where no one knows me and I don’t feel like a failure.