I lied to all my friends throughout all my highschool years, the truth is my family kept moving to different shelters. I didnt go on school trips not because I didn’t want to but becuz I didn’t have money for food. my boyfriend didn’t really like me he just wanted to have s** with me and then afterwards he was done wiff me. I slept with a another guy in highschool who like my besg friend, because I was jealious of her, she had a nice body, and wealthy family, I was skinny, and poor.I had s** for money over craiglist. I lied to my mom and tell her I’m ok over over here living with my current boyfriend , and I’m not he is always smoking. A lot of people think I’m beautiful, but all I see when I look in the mirror is an ugly big eyed brownskin girl. I hate my self, I hate my self for not having a normal child hood, I hate my self for no boy ever talking to me, I hate my self for being poor. I love my mother but I think her having me was a mistake.I hate that she let my dad molested me , and I hate the fact that I never had no one to talk to and the people I did wanted to tell I didn’t want them to hate me too. I did a lot of things in my life that I’m not proud of. I though about suicide but I just can’t do that. So I googled this confession page, I guess getting everything off my chest is my first start to a better life