I’m hoping for Ebola to become a pandemic, so I won’t have to think about ending it myself anymore. I have been following the spread of the virus and digesting any information I can find about it. At first I thought I was just really interested in it, but as I got closer and closer to someone I could never be with, I realized why it was so important.

I’m scared of the way I’ve been thinking lately, but I know I would never do anything.

I’m too pathetic-