I’m desperately lonely. I long to have friends to talk to, to share experiences with. Instead I keep to myself. When I do meet somebody I don’t like them. I feel like I’d rather be alone than with them. I’ve been like this for so long I don’t know what to do. I hide myself and even people who know me don’t really know me. Am I going to spend the rest of my life like this? Some people join a group or organization and immediately feel like they belong. I’ve never felt like I’ve belonged. I always feel like I’m on the outside looking in. I can fake it pretty well but inside I’m empty. Another day, another week, another year. None of it matters.
