I went to the doctor last week .For awhile I had been vomiting nearly daily, I was bloated and I had migraines.The doctors at the ER ordered blood and urine tests and and ultra sound. The ultra sound showed what the doctor called a small mass on my uterus. He said that they thought it mass was just a cyst, but to wait until the other tests come back. Well when the blood and urine tests came back they apparently had some sort of hormone in them that meant I was pregnant.

I’m pregnant!I don’t know how I got pregnant.My mother is pissed and is demanding to know who the father is.Well I’d love to tell her, if I even f****** knew how this happened!Besides going to school and mandatory appointments I haven’t left the house in nearly over 3 months. I don’t have friends and I’ve never had a boyfriend. I’m a hermit, I know.

I’ve been straining my brain trying to figure out how the hell this happened. Did I sit on a contaminated toilet seat? Did someone slip me some Rohypnol? Maybe it was when my mother made me go to my cousins’ spa party. When my cousin made me sit in a giant vat of mud. There could have been so many things just swimming and breeding in that mud.

ASDFGHJKL!!!!! I don’t f****** know! I don’t want to be pregnant! I don’t want a baby! I don’t want to do this!I can’t do this, damn it! I want out of this situation ,I’m done!