I hate college and I know I am supposed to be grateful but I just feel useless. I don’t know what the f*** I am doing. Like WHAT THE F*** AM I DOING? I don’t know what courses I am supposed to take. I don’t know what major. Or what I’m going to do for the rest of my life. I am drowning in a sea of people that are confident and are learning to be successful. It f****** s****. Stop knowing, stop getting involved, just stop. I am the most selfish person alive because I want people to just be as lost as I am. I am just lost. I honestly don’t really know why I get up from bed every morning? What motivates me to get up? I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t f****** know.