I am so tired of paying rent and being stuck paying rent. My electric is like 120 a month which is ridiculous considering I live in a studio. And my rent is 500 a month. Internet. That’s like 700 a month. I make at most 30 hrs a week at 9 dollars an hr.
I’m so poor. All I want is to save up to like 10k, buy some land, and build a self sustaining home so I can be done. For years and years I’ve been trying to save. Then I spent what little savings I did have (1.3k) on a friends wedding in another state.. Now i’m back to square one. I’ve spent over 20k on this f****** roach infested studio.. and I have nothing to show for it. I can’t have visitors, can’t save cash, can’t escape. Oh, the fun cycle of being a lower class citizen. I just have to keep my head up save what pennies I can and hope for the day I can finally leave this place and live for once.
I want to be able to eat in a restaurant, plan a trip, or buy myself decent shoes. I want a backyard for my babies most of all though. They’re my main motivators. (2 doggies) If I could have a plot of land with a fence, i’d be on cloud nine.