I am a femboy at home. Skinny, skirt, hose, ballet shoes on. Feeling so girly azz, no confidence to go out.
I am a 25-year-old virgin still trapped in my parents’ house, and I am putting my absolute darkest secret out into the open because I feel like I was reincarnated just to suffer. My life is a complete joke, and everything cucks me. I feel like I lost all purpose, and honestly, the only things holding me back from ending it are my parents and the social pressure and humiliation. I just want my own place to finally try out stuff like alcohol or hookers, or to get myself brutally dominated just to see if it makes me feel whole. But I get so cucked I cannot even leave the house outside of work or come a minute too late at home, and it is so draining.
Look at the architecture of who built me. My immigrant parents brought me here, couldn’t teach me the language, and threw me into special education where I was branded, bullied, and broken. The school bullies destroyed my self-worth. Even worse was a girl back then who publicly humiliated me while I wore track pants, sticking her finger slightly inside my b*** in front of others and then smelling it, while her profile bio literally said Alhamduillah, f*** her. Look at the adults who warped me: a mean babysitter who dominated me, and two female therapists in their 30s who had me lie on the ground, trampled me with their feet, and talked about how strong I am and how much weight I could take. That planted a sickness in me.
Look at my first crush who completely humiliated me, rejecting the necklace I got her and telling me to bring it to a reunion, calling me her sissy, and screenshotting my confession of love to send to her friends. I curse every single second and minute I wasted waiting for her texts. Then there was that female coworker with the age gap, my exact type. We had fun shifts, but she was a b**** who used me, made me do her bidding, and then replaced me. After she got the ick from learning too much about me, she isolated me, made others believe I had a crush on her, got me bullied, and drove me to call in sick until I got another job. I still stalk her profile pictures, freeze up when I see her, block and delete chats, and use AI to generate pictures of us out of sheer obsession.
My brain is a disaster. I have undiagnosed ADHD, autism, and aphantasia, meaning I cannot even properly visualize the opportunities I try to manifest. I cannot tie shoes, read a clock, or do basic math, which makes me feel retarded. I am right wing leaning against migration. I am literally the same race as these pieces of s*** out there raising the birth rates, mistreating women, and acting like gang rapists, but I am so cucked and useless. I hate my name, my culture, everything. I am smart enough to understand how backwards we are, even psy-opping myself with a BNWO fetish and plapping.
P*** addiction started early and completely destroyed my masculinity, sinking me into deep depression. I try to quit, I try to lose weight, but every time I try to improve, people trigger me. Everyone abuses me, uses me, and blocks me. I cant even move out because my parents get a panic attack, yet they expect me to marry and give them grandkids while they cuck me to oblivion. It all feels so cruel. I don’t even have any friends, even that was not wanted. I don’t even know how or if I can fix myself. Maybe putting this out here will change something, because this is my ultimate secret.
What begins with an A? And ends with a knife in your head? An Argument. You either talk n dead or walk wit metal.
Mr Knife 🔪
JAEDEN THE CREATOR (ADHD SUPER RAPPER)
2025 NEW ALBUM TRACKLIST
-Fukkin Diabetic (ft Merkules) -Seizures (ft Luca) -Promiscuous (ft Can Z) -Fuckk my life (ft Amo) -Bricks (ft Tyler the lot associate) -Brain damage (ft snak the Ripper) -Dislexic (ft Diogo) -Nose Ring (ft Gracie Ann)
BONUS TRACK -Retarded tyrannosaurus (ft Hunter the hungry)
Last year I 19F go super super drunk, and got a shitload of tattoos, not just like normal tattoos, in huge lettering “S***“ on my back, “c** here” with an arrow to my a******, BBC owned right above my p****, “ I like it deep” on my spine, on my...
it physically hurts my eyes to see that bloated alcoholic swine on screen -vomit-
Or another example. Say I sense interest on her part. But Inam not interested for certain reasons. Maybe some reasons are unfair, she is a dead ringer for a woman I have a 2 way dislike for. That’s unfair, but not something I can shake (although if you back off,...
r we talking abt black widow natasha or what
Natasha means birthday of the lord. So obviously he is talking about all the abuse he suffered in the Christian church. Lies and trauma, blah, blah, blah.
i stopped working for a moment an cut off my c***, then burned my vaginitis to match my baby mommas
what the hell is wrong with people
Man have I fucked up big time. I have masterbated to the weirdest s*** om the internet for a long time but just now on febuary 2nd, 2023 I have just nutted to the most borderline s*** ever. I aint going into detail but all i’m saying is i’m not...
I’ve been keeping my vulgar thoughts to myself for the most part of 2023 so far. I wanted to give up p*** too cold turkey but baby steps. I’ll start with being less vocal and then I think internally the my vulgarity will subside as well.
U AINT GON CATCH HER CRYIN SHE AINT GON LOOSE HER MINDDDD 💸🫢
My roommate’s 9YO son is creepy, and sometimes so is she. Otherwise normal-ish in the day-to-day, but their codependency issues bleed into gross sexualized stuff. She is a 36YO single mom who has given up on the idea of dating and tends to helicopter around her son’s every movement. Her...
God is tough . he wont tolerate his chosen to be atacked. That Muslim girl was spouting her Antisemitism. Its really personal these days to god and his chosen. Careful of your mouth .
Its extremely difficult to fight a jew in power. I thank God for it. Im Christian. But I just respect them .
I love ambrosia . good group
They are hand picked.
Sometimes, I do a search for Katy Perry Is Retarded just to see what comes up.
World Census:Chinese r ugly retard down syndrome schizophrenic & p******** psychopathic s***** animalabusing imp terrorists that should be killed as soon as they are spotted anywhere. #NUKE CHINA AND THE UGLY IMP LOONY KOOKOO CHINESE #F*** YOU CHINA AND THE RETARD KOOKOO TERRORIST CHINESE AND GO KILL YOURSELVES YOU LIL...
person below me kiss me rn
i agree but that person wasn’t ranting about black history month. think they just wanted revenge on white people 😭😭 which i support! get em!
Time to prepare for the 1st round.
In between those posts about looks I walked into the coffee place, which I don’t do every day, every second day, sometimes on my day off, to see the young s*** thing I sense some electricity with. She doesn’t always serve me, most of the time she is doing something...
I don’t have a courage to say this to you in person but, I liked you Elijah Joseph and sometimes if I have a chance I always walked behind you 5 meters away but don’t get it wrong I am not a stalker or what so don’t.
Beautiful starlet at the end of the day.
I am AEGOSEXUAL, meaning I have no desire for s** with real people, but I like romance novels, p*** and fantasy scenarios, I do like to m********* once in a while, on my own terms, but the notion of including another person makes me feel disgusted and very turned off....
Hello CORVY how did you meet so many people in the radio business? You must have a golden voice or a golden throat!
Hamster killer, Someone should have picked you up and squeezed the life out of you, put you back into your bed, covered you with your blanket and waited for your parents to find your lifeless body the next day.
I honestly have no idea why some people are suffering to the degree they have lost all hope in God . I don’t understand why God allows his children to be hurt . wish I had the answers.
All I know , beyond any doubt , eternity is worth...
I know atheism is an issue for alot of people. Where when at one Time they did believe in god. They grew cold and unable to feel anything except numb to God .
I gotta say . had I never had my own close encounter with death And God...
Beat your little brother back but don’t leave any marks. You shouldn’t have to hit him very hard just enough to get the message through that he doesn’t get his way with anything unless you tell him so. Tell him if he tells your parents, you’re going to beat his...
I know how hard this life is. Its difficult to love an invisible god. One we cant see or hear or touch in real life.
What if god showed up from day one of your life. Hes love. What if the people you love and love you are really...
We here on earth will never have a perfect pain free life. Never. But knowing Jesus Christ makes life bearable and worth it.
Lmao. I turned my life over to Jesus after i had an NDE. I saw eternity. No regrets here. Life is hard. But I know a secret. Suffering in life is worth eternity with lord Jesus Christ.
Please God, help make my life be easy. 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏
Can’t stress myself enough coaping up with undesirable things in my life.
That’s the problem with Jesus.
I meant funny and SAD.
That “lick my d***” video is funny and dad at the same time. That boy needs help
愿望告诉四面佛: Zlq 135773664011YX wants to continue his boyfriend-girlfriend relationship with his other china girlfriend. Zlq 135773664011YX wants to continue to love his other china girlfriend. Zlq 135773664011YX doesn’t want to break up and permanently end his boyfriend-girlfriend relationship with his other china girlfriend. Zlq 135773664011YX wants...
Thinking of how I want to hug him, hold him, kiss him. Go somewhere and chat the two of us. Gaze into eachothers eyes, laugh, and share what is really on our minds. But in a city of 250,000 chances are either of us are bound to know someone who...
Any animal that’s ever been abused will cirle around and be very wary. They really are no different than people. A person also might observe you to see if your truly sincerely the real deal. Its human nature.
Social anxiety is like an animal that has suffered abuse. If your gentle near them . non threatening and you show sincere kindness toward them , they will open to the kindness shown and even reciprocate. Gotta give them a chance to see you mean them no harm.
