I’m going to be 20 and my mental health has definitely improved in the past few years but I HAVE been su***dal since I was 10 and as hard as I try I can’t stop the su***dal thoughts. I know I need therapy because the medications barely helped. The truth is that it’s been so long since I’ve had the thoughts that they feel like they’re just part of my brain chemistry now. It sort of feels like being able to read – you can’t just unlearn how to read, if you see words you’re going to automatically read them in a sense, and that’s how it feels like with the thoughts. They just keep coming. I don’t know if even therapy will make them ever go away. I’m scared and I’m tired and I wish I had received help sooner before an entire decade went by. Maybe I wouldn’t have those thoughts now if I had gotten help sooner. But this country doesn’t want you to talk about that. I just have to deal with my broken brain for the rest of my life. I’m trying hard to want to live, to actually live, but my mental health is taking a huge toll on my body and I have too many health issues because of that, which is obviously making life harder. I wish I could take a break from life to just relax and work on my mental health for an entire year, maybe 2 years. But that’s not how it works here. I’m just so exhausted. Even my headmates are missing, they don’t talk to me anymore. I can’t feel them there anymore and I wish they were back. It felt better when I wasn’t alone in my head.
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When you have lived centuries, you see that everything is a pattern that grows out of itself. Sometimes you can no longer see the trees, only the roots. It is the smallest part of the price of immortality. ―Scourge
That’s the problem with Jesus.
I meant funny and SAD.
That “lick my d***” video is funny and dad at the same time. That boy needs help
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Thinking of how I want to hug him, hold him, kiss him. Go somewhere and chat the two of us. Gaze into eachothers eyes, laugh, and share what is really on our minds. But in a city of 250,000 chances are either of us are bound to know someone who...
Any animal that’s ever been abused will cirle around and be very wary. They really are no different than people. A person also might observe you to see if your truly sincerely the real deal. Its human nature.
Social anxiety is like an animal that has suffered abuse. If your gentle near them . non threatening and you show sincere kindness toward them , they will open to the kindness shown and even reciprocate. Gotta give them a chance to see you mean them no harm.
I know much about social anxiety. Its difficult to get near a person that is fearful . its not impossible. Just being a friendly soul around them will help them blossom and open up to the possibility of new beginning of friendship being made .
Im an artist . I have met tons of people that are also artists. Its magic to meet people that share your passion. Its not s*****. Its completely dependent upon the situation and circumstances.
Sometimes a friend is made by just asking for your number . maybe just maybe they are being kind. Some people exude a kind soul, many are drawn to. There’s nothing s***** about it. Its possible to think someone’s cute without s** entering into it. I’ve personally met many single...
Unless you specifically ask for someone’s number. And ask them out. Its not harassment to make eye contact and smile .
There’s nothing wrong with smiling at a cute or not so cute person. Its really not a big deal. Flirting is natural. Its nothing personal . its just being friendly . Do not assume or read more into it than what’s there .
Some of you are kinda funny and kinda adorable. The way you talk about attraction. Not supposed to be attracted to every person you meet. Its ok to be kind. Smile . then head to your seat or head home alone . its possible a smile in your direction is...
Wishing I had smoothies. The tums. I really feel like I could vomit
How to sleep when feeling sick ? My tummy burns
I thunk yogurt is on my menu later tonight
I had a sandwich for dinner . nothing special. Cream cheese and jam
I need to exercise tonight . maybe later after I nap. I feel terrible. My stomach burns
I should go to the pharmacy. But Im too tired
I need my pepcid. My stomach burns
In fact that was funny, I’m not sure if Heather Vasquez is in The Sims 4, it might have been The Sims 3 when I was into the creation aspect of The Sims. Make me, make my ex, have her pregnant in the kitchen flipping flap jacks over the stove,...
only an IDIOT in 2023 or someone RETARDED would run from the police. That isnt a black or white thing. its a MINDLESS MORONIC thing. ITs simple.
Education isn’t a “white” person thing. its a UNIVERSAL thing. its a gift you WORK to attain. My Dad worked 2 jobs to put my brother and sister thru college. He himself went to college on the GI bill. surprised? he FOUGHT for this country. They rewarded him with a...
Training isn’t a black or white thing. stop it. just stop your racist hate.
Training is the old Booker T. Washington idea of preparing blacks for second class jobs. Blacks need education so that they can get first class jobs like white people.
Training is very important as well. If you TEACH someone to do a specific skill. They will do it well. If given the time and chance to learn it. Like stepping up in life. Sometimes Training happens OTJ. its not fun. But sometimes it works best if they get a...
Jobs are part of life. Everyone needs to earn their own way.
No one should be left behind . I am a strong proponent of tough love and tough people are made from life experience.
I agree. Even retards can get jobs in America.
If a war solider never leaves behind another , what makes you think we as a society should not help and carry each other when we fall. Life isn’t easy. Its tough.
Save those corn cobs. If we run out of toilet paper again you’ll be ready.
Our country should first help their own citizens. If it means carrying someone until they can walk on their own. Then so be it . but no one is completely helpless . everyone can help and contribute to society and their own life. No one is a leech. Everyone...
I agree with you. But how can you expect a woman who just woke up from a coma to run a marathon? They need guidance and protection and our money in addition to education (not training). It is so sad. But we can start today.
If you give a man a fish he eat for only one day. If you TEACH him ?, he becomes self sufficient. Depending on just himself.
Black people are no different. They just need EDUCATION.
Look at all the athletes . mosr black. they are an example of...
I agree some people that are black are sometimes prone to random acts of violence. Ok . I agree. However , there are MORE kind people that are black that aren’t Violent. You can’t JUDGE an entire race based on a few.
There’s nothing on earth worth your freedom. No crime . no drug . no booze . nothing is. Its not worth being a slave to addiction. Or being sent back to jail. I hope you will look into rehab or AA. both can help. If you’re open to the possibility...
Hey man. Get sober. I really hope you’ll reach out for help. You are given a second chance. You aren’t in jail or prison . you are free. Start over. Be honest about yourself. Family members can work miracles if you let them. I hope you’ll get that second chance...
Jesus tried to f*** me yesterday. I dodged the bullet and Jesus fucked someone else. You need to be quick to serve Jesus.
You jel?
Having to do this because my OCD tells me i have to tell somrone or my body is going to fall apart. i cant tell my loved ones. I had another s** dream about my brother and cos of ocd i cant tell whatsba genuine groinal response and what’s not...
