Feeling guilty about spanking my daughter
I wrote a few days ago about never being comforted by the people who I love and who claim to love me. like most confessions I make here, I often start to reevaluate after I hit submit and will eventually begin to feel more level headed about whatever dramatic confession of emotion I decided to spew. this is not one of those times. I had a procedure today- invasive and painful. i knew it wasn’t going to be comfortable, but then afterwards I got bad news from the results. yeah, as I suspected for a long time, I’ve got cancer in me. pre-cancer, anyway. but the doctor let me know today that considering how young I am and other aspects of my history, I shouldn’t have these huge pre-cancerous growths in me. and I mean huge. how often do you have a doctor look at you and go “wow, that was the largest polyp I’ve ever seen in a 24 year old.” anyway… after this, my boyfriend of 6 years drove me to our house, almost completely all in silence. go inside, no real words spoken. nothing to say about it. any of it. just flops onto the couch and tells me he has a headache. makes me make him food and tuck him into our bed because he ALWAYS flops onto the couch when we get home, and then proceeds to complain about how uncomfortable it is to sleep on it and how sore he is. he at least tells me he loves me, I suppose, but nothing else. I say “I love you more”, like I frequently do, which is supposed to prompt a “No you don’t”, and a short reason as to why HE loves ME more. this time, he just says nothing nothing. nothing nothing nothing. now I get to go upstairs, cook myself a meal after being asked not to eat for 3 days, and then sit alone in my living room with only my thoughts. these f****** thoughts. why do I never get to be the baby. why do I never get to be the one tucked. why do I never get to be the one who gets their back scratched and their hair played with until they sleep. why do I never get asked if I’m okay. it’s like I was open with a disease that makes it so that whenever I’m upset, or hurting, or crying, I give off a noxious gas that makes everybody sick. I hate it here.
You too! Bless your heart.
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OMG !!!!! Wednesday with Laura was awesome. Thursday was BAU with the fam but oh my goodness was Wednesday wonderful !!! Today was pretty damn good too !!! Tomorrow will be kind of a parting of sweet sorrow but her family will be moving like an hour away in New...
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I’d said what I’d said that I’d tell you And thats you killed the better part of me If you could just milk it for everything I’ve said what I’d said and you know what I mean But I still can’t focus on anything We...
Also, don’t try to bait me in to breaking the law. I know the details. You can contact me as much as you want and its ok but if I ever respond you can complete f*** me over. If you try contacting me without going through the proper channels, I’m...
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I was one of those people who fell for the mermaid documentary on Discovery Channel a few years ago back when I was in middle school. It didn’t take to long for me to realize that it was actually a hypothetical documentary.
Corvallus is disgusting, I don’t know how he has a*** s** every single night. His a*** must look like ground beef by this point, especially if he’s going to these African American nights at local queer bars getting mandingo dicked in front of the entire bar. This guy just isn’t...
When I was in jr high I used to let guys pay me to flash them. Made good money lol.
Beautiful starlet at the end of the day.
Did anyone check out Cleo’s tonight? Any hot stories?
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You are welcome
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My heart will turn any of the negatives into a positive.
wtf is up with this jism lord dude and g****** here? jesus f****** christ
To be clear: I love my lady, and she explictly condones any outside s** soirees I have. But she can’t BREED MY BACKSNATCH! btw I bred Joel Osteen’s backsnatch at the Miami Airport Hilton along with Mike Sampica and Robert Brunson, Joel got spitroasted and glazed all over we also...
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Please download Joel Osteen’s app and listen to his sermons. Thanks
“I scribble death letters to myself everyday Sitting here, locked away, gone astray, with my disarray Mind torn apart by the box that’s in front of me Tryin’ to erase all the pain that’s become of me I’m perceived as conceited I’m reachin’ and screamin’...
And I can see you beyond the broken glass
And I believed you were everything I asked
Now I lead you through all the smoke and ash
Just to leave you inside my broken past
there is this b**** in my class named Brianna and every time I try to say something the b**** starts talking about her life and s*** like girl nobody gives two fucks about your ugly a** dog. I bet your brother’s d*** is 1.2 centimeters and if you’re seeing this,...
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Hello Corvallus, big fan of your hot stories, can you tell me if you ever split cheeks or do you just enjoy having your cheeks split? Which feels better? Thanks in advance!
Mario
wth does splitting cheeks mean
I have a new puppy first I was exited but I am not able to look after it what to do
To the Chinese hater:
diu lei lou mo!!!!!!! >:( >:( >:(
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I told him that I was pregnant last night. I hoped he would understand that this is scary for me or something. Comfort me maybe? It took two people to make this happen and I’m the one who has to deal with it. I don’t feel good and I’m scared....
I think Corvallus is probably the disgruntled wigger
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Biden isn’t cute. He’s ugly.
Clearly we have a disgruntled wigger on this site. Probably got turned out on a previous night and is now spreading misinformation. Tonight at Cleo’s is not woofing Wednesday it’s wigger Wednesday. But it’s true our championship pool tables are padded for your comfort. Only listen to information from me,...
This site is sick with all of this wigger and a*** s** b*******. Repent! Listen to Joel Osteen!
i slapped my brother because he kept kitting me for no reason and my parents wouldnt listen the i brung him in his room and his room was the only room that had a lock on it then i beat him up and locked him in his room 🙋🏽♀️
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Laura and I didn’t get any alone time yesterday to speak of. Instead the five of us all hung out together. Our moms, Luke, Laura’s little brother, and myself. We played some video games, went grocery shopping and basically were never really alone. Laura and I snuck kisses and we...
