My stepmother came into my life right before puberty started for me. My mother died when i was 5 (car crash) and my dad did the best he could on his own. Stepmother was great as well. I dont remember or know at what point a dynamic of what i will call functional began it was sort of background noise. My dad’s job had him travelling constantly so stepmother was primary caretaker for me. I suppose sometimes it seemed like it was she and i against the world with my dad along the way for the ride lol. Anyway as i got older into my teens it was stepmother as my guiding light and who i learned many things about life from including “the talk” when she noticed i seemed anxious or distracted, and she got me to open up and talk about my confusion and what my body was going through. She played it well and made sure i knew she was there for me and to trust in what she described as my body ” figuring itself out”, something i realized as an adult was simply about trying to get me to not worry so much. I began to dream of her in ways that confused me but i was embarassed to tell her about them. Eventually my body forced the issue when i woke up from my first w********. I was terrfied and thought something was physically wrong with that part of me. I was freaked out by waking up on my stomach with a sticky puddle under me and woke her up scared half to death. When she saw what i was talking about on my bedsheet she got me calmed down helped me change my bed and and sat on the toilet while she had me shower to clean up then had me sleep next to her the rest of the night. No matter how she tried though she could not get me over the fear of it happening again so she had me sleep with her nightly simply to comfort and console me. It was months before it happened again and it took a lot of talking to get me able to say that the fuzzy dream was about her. She tried to assure me it was natural and not to be ashamed. But that reoccurence was pivotal. She told me that there was a way to make it not happen in my sleep and freak out so much or feel ashamed but that i needed to trust her guidance completely. A few days later she explained thst it was embarassing to admit but that any male going thru puberty has explicit dreams about some woman in his day to day life but she was not upset that she was the dream subject. She had to push me to get me to explain w******** specifics. She listened and told me those things were all normal. After that talk she left me for a moment then called me to the bathroom. I was stunned to see her in her bra and p****** and telling me to get in the shower with her. She calmly talked me through that experience, gently instructing me in how to explore and learn to give my body pleasure. She talked me thru the fear as my pleasure was so intense and i stopped and told her i was afraid of how it felt and that i was going to pee, and she took my hands in hers and gently pushed me past the fear amd thru that first waking climax by using her hands on my hands. I was freaked out and still fearful so she took charge held me tightly against her and used her hand to push me over the edge and hold me thru it telling me it was ok, just let it happen. I could barely stay on my feet without her holding me up and calming me down. She
i injected ketamine into my veins yesterday and took a lot of nitrous with it. i feel a lot less afraid of needles
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I think this guy likes me. I’ve been recently been talking to this guy over snapchat and he’s always trying to talk to me or try not to end the conversation. I kinda like him too..why do you guys thinks?
Did the cat actually die or die or die you kill it hoping to gain sympathy and attention ?
You are a sociopath, a scammer that trolls looking for vulnerable people like me to exploit . The entire thing was a scam . I’m the one out not you . You pulled your con now it’s on to the next right ? That’s how folks like you work ....
Shut the fuxk up, reach out person..
If I ever reached out to you, and you denied that it was you and I believed it and left…. It may have been the only contact I had for you at the time because your idiotic fat a** cut out every other...
I am honestly sick of these dumb teenagers claiming to be depressed and dressing like a weed wacked christmas tree. There are actual depressed people out there. Also these same idiots are way to overdramatic about panic attacks, and for f*** sake just except your gender. And stop oversharing!
Body positivity movement was originally a nice idea but it went downhill. What was before for all body types, has been appropriated by fat women. I can’t even say publicly that I want to lose weight because apparently that’s ableist and triggering and I will be insulted for something innocuous....
I don’t hate Trump Supporters because they’re vile and disgusting racist white nationalist scumbags, I hate them because they are extremely stupid and have pretty much destroyed this country with the illogical raging stupidity of their hate…
To: my brother got recently married…. Answer: take your time, it is your own relationship and no one else can/should change what you think. its okay that your brother got married, there is no harm in waiting a bit. and talk about it with gf if you want. just...
My brother got married recently and it’s making me feel like I need to hurry up and propose to my girlfriend too… but I’m so scared to rush into things…
I want the 2nd American Civil War to break out so I can legally kill every white nationalist who dare to step on my property and steal from me. I didn’t join the military and got training I did for nothing. I look forward taking out as many of these...
why are there so many ugly people in the world? etc
Dude leave Corvallus alone . Fix your own s*** before ripping on others . That is all
why do people hate on me all the time etc
mary had a litte lamb. now she has a lamborghini.
I must have a glow or something because women are just smiling at me a lot lately. Strange how that energy of attraction comes and goes….
Get a grip man . No one cares about your f***** relationship
I was scammed
Homosexuality is natural. I am a bisexual guy, and when I think of c*** I get this sensation on my d*** and my a** (that’s the best I can describe it lol) If that’s not natural I don’t know what is.
Isn’t that what you did tho?
I feel savvy because I just found and downloaded all of my textbooks by googling the name of the textbook followed by “pdf”. I am reminded I am not savvy because of my GPA 2.7.
when someone talks to you about the painful part of their life.Listen to them,don’t judge thst they want attention or spmpathy.What if that person has nobody to talk to or doesn’t trust anybody to tell about her story and is dying inside keeping it all to herself and she just...
Miss you H .
I’m not a toxic person, it’s just the mindset that I’m in now. I need to transmute this negative way of thinking into something positive- like running or reading. Granted it will pass, but I want this to semi-permanently pass. I’m reading a book now called Mindfulness: Finding Peace in...
Hey.. Would you share the instagram of the girl that gave you the best b******?
Same buddy, same
I dunno, I just hope you’re okay. And that I really miss and want you right now. 🙁
I miss you so much. 😔
I’m a jealous girl and I don’t like to share my boyfriend with any other women. Now, he has this very close female friend (who’s also in a relationship). I know she’s very dear to my boyfriend and they even talk about intimate stuff, although I don’t like that. My...
BREED SOME BACKSNATCH TODAY!
Lick my plump fox nuts
Who else puts butter in their coffee? Or am I just fat….. yea, I guess I could go on a diet.
I really wish murder wasn’t against the law so I could kill my mother for all her abuse. I’m broken and hurting forever because of all the cruel things she has done to me. I hate her and can’t understand why no one hasn’t killed her yet. She is a...
I don’t like my mother verballing me and bullying me just because my dad is gripe gripe over everything. She shouldn’t repeat his whining to me. She knows it only makes me feel suicidal.
Although I have no proof, I believe my Mother murdered my dog and my Sister’s dog month later. She incredibly abusive to me as a child and my grandmother who was supporting my Mother got that dog for me. I love him dearly and never had pet after him until...
Sometimes i just wanna say “this tastes like girl c**” and not have people wonder why i know what girl c** tastes like, im a guy but im trans (ftm) and one night i was curious
I can feel him touching me even tho he’s not here ☺️
The aliens must be so f****** disappointed
Would love to hear from you again someday
I really do miss you right now. 😞
That b**** skipped my f****** post
