Sometimes you just got to lay down on the wood floors, b*** naked, spread eagle with the ceiling fan on & just let that air hit your v****. Very refreshing

Well people tell me I’m a pretty man, I think it could be worse, I’m blessed, I do things, I look after myself in a few way including hygienically, I’m glad I’m me. I have good taste, but I’m not perfect either. I’m rough around the edges. I’m getting older

You know you’re an alcoholic when your drinking it through your b******* to conserve during a pandemic

Butts are for pooping

No They told me to stop being an a****** and apologize.

I love you, and I know you care too in your own way…. but I can’t be a crisis management service anymore. You need me when you have burned your other bridges and have no one, then I’m dropped and devalued like a hot potato the minute you find someone...

Im going to bring it up to my dbt group and therapist how to better manage this.

I was hoping to get even a happy birthday text. It hurt my feelings. I thought i was at least a human being of some sort to you. But its okay. You don’t know any better. Lets just keep in touch on here, at least I know if you’re spitting...

ok ok no contact means no contact even if you are bleeding to death you don’t want me to care Sigh got it. We can keep in touch on here. I won’t call. I still love and worry to death about you, but will from afar.

Hey everyone. I’m really into getting loads of Dickpicks! I’d really appreciate if you sent me loads! My Snapchat is lucab225 and my instagram is luca_barbers! They don’t have to be your d*** if you find that awkward. Don’t worry I won’t reply back!

Really though, I’m content with what I have now

If Im being completely honest, I have a feeling you were more responsible for all that s*** over the last 15 years than I knew. Thats the sad part about it and thats why I dont have much faith in you...

so yesterday, maybe 20 hours ago, I took a hefty amount of fluoxetine – maybe 12-14 pills, small dose but. Well. It’s been a near full f****** day and it just gets worse and worse.

I was gonna kill myself, the usual s***, but meds are such a slippery slope...

Maybe your words were sincere that you were hurting but intended for someone else, certainly not me.
You used me. You have nothing but use me. You never cared at all. Nothing. You couldn’t even give me the decency of closure or a goodbye so I could finally move...

Thanks for the birthday wishes. You couldn’t even be bothered.
You never cared about me, you never missed me and sure as hell never wanted to hear from me.
It was all a twisted manipulation. A joke. All of it from start to finish, and you’ve proven it.

I guess I’m one of those folks that tries to see the good in everyone, sometimes where there just is none . I tried so hard to prove my loyalty, despite the cruelty and abuse only to get kicked in the teeth again and again …and I did it to...

No your the one who is remorseful and cruel. If you actually have f****** problem with somebody say it to their face instead of on here. It’s not like anyone would see what you have to say here.

What you did the way you made a sick mockery out of my feelings, and continue to do is sad and disgusting . Nothing was real, including your “friendship” from the beginning . You are remorseless and cruel and I hope life gives it back to you tenfold . You...

I texted you with my number if you ever care to
Talk again . Doubt it but I wanted to see how you were doing anyway . Its been a while . Was hoping you didn’t hate me completely but oh well . That’s ok if you need anything...

I love you heather. I want millions of really dark children with you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

People think they scared the white house into ahutting off the lights. They only did that so secret service can see what they’re picking off if it comes down to that

Alright 2020, you gave it a shot, but I’m pretty over it now.

All in favor of skipping the next six months and just jumping straight into 2021?

Can my friend join us? She’s really hot too.

Look, I just need some lovin from a woman who I love who loves me and to give it to her too. I would love it to be with a woman I have loved for a long time and who dont think there’s anything negative between us to stop it....

It would really mean a lot even to get a text today. It would make my whole birthday. I promise I wont take it as invitation to chat. I just miss you, I want everything to be okay. Somehow I love you
So much. (((hugs))) I’ll send that for...

I thought you wanted to talk to me. Why the 180 all the sudden?
Did you find someone else to talk to ? I dont understand.

Whether you’re enough for me is not a problem I’m having.

Is there a way I can get that to you for her reward ? No strings attached you dont have to talk to me, its okay. I really loved her. I want to help. Please let me. I miss you . Maybe we can talk around Christmas? That would be...

Why do you want to hurt and punish me so badly for only trying to love you? How much of a beating can one human take? Do you really hate me that badly?

I really miss you. It would be great to catch up.
Can I give you a call?

I’m sorry if I overdid it yesterday, I really am worried about you. Please know that I love you, as you are and don’t want anything to happen. I was going to call you on the hour car ride to the party but I don’t want to bother you if...

TO: I don’t know why I’m here instead of talking to you.. maybe it’s cause I don’t really know what to say to you.. I guess all I can say is I’m sorry for everything I put you through..ME: I’m bpd, but don’t have the problem with object consistency that...

Oh shut up blackie…. Who’s racist?

Just shut up and get back to your people. There’s chicken and grape juice waiting for you….

Please call when you can 🙂
I would but don’t want to bug you.
I’m dying to catch up.

You are amazing EXACTLY the way you are.
Anyone is LUCKY to have you for a friend.

I meant every single thing I put in there
I love you
My life is a better place with you in it.

I’m going to get you back no matter what. Cause I really only want you..

Do you still need money for the cat? I felt weird just shoving it in there without being sure
I understand if you don’t want to talk. Its okay. I won’t force you. I sure miss you though.
Are you sure there is nothing you need?
....

You always make me aware how different we are, or how I don’t measure up. I don’t know what to say because I have never thought that about you. If you really feel that way, that there is nothing to talk about beyond “sorry”. If it wasn’t real, or you...

Kam is a black. Lets kill him.

It’s funny to pretend like blacks are victims when we all know we stay the f*** away from blacks and black areas because they are the dangerous victimizers. Data doesn’t lie.

That cop is a murderer but this is a very very very small percentage of black deaths. 99.99999%...

I don’t know why I’m here instead of talking to you.. maybe it’s cause I don’t really know what to say to you.. I guess all I can say is I’m sorry for everything I put you through..

I keep f****** saying i think i think i think, what the f*** do i think? I think im good at something but im never consistent. my entire life is a f****** dice roll, can you believe it? I cant wait for someone to dig a place for me to...