I dreamed about a line of naked guys waiting for me to su ck them off. Woke up soaked! What does that even mean?
h******
taking a shower with my dad in the celler after work , i said to him dad you are soo much larger than me can i touch it? yes rub it softly he said i did and it got larger the skin had pulled back he was rubbing my lil one he drew me loser said leanover and s*** it softly , i got excited i was trying to s*** it it was too large, he pulled my headdown and whispered now s*** it son softly no teeth/ i had the head in my mouth he was holdingthe back of my head he was moving it now in my mouth . u like it dont you yes dad alot please let me s*** u daily in this shower? yes but u must empty it first u need to emoty it u understand? u must swollow it all no wasting it. hev was moving in my mouth holding my headb gaging me now. then a large amount of was cream leaked in my mouth he held my head tight i was gagging hesaid swolow it all now your my lil, botch now arent you u need it dont you.. i mumbled yes dad please let me do this every day,he said a few times a weekyour sister needs her turn also. i fraked out you mean lil kimmey does this to you also, ys and shes very greatfull if i lick her lil p**** to. oh god id lve to also lick her. shewll s*** u soon will u like that , id die firtat dad thank you, u like to watch us dad?yes no fooling arround without me here u understand, oh i promise dad ii knelt and sucked his c*** for him, again,
He agreed to it at my request to fulfill a fantasy of mine but it was so much more than i expected. We lay bare on our sides on the grass in my back yard as the thunderstorm raged, the torrential rain a sideshow to how we passionately accepted each other’s hard flesh into our mouths. We both released with indescribable joy and intensity, but not swallowimg. When we both stopped moaning around softening flesh and fighting to not swallow by rapturous instinct, we both sat up and kissed long and ravenously as we shared our intimate nectar. His tasted so salty sweeter than his father’sb that i had fed upon many times. Finally we swallowed the blend of ourselves. After we kissed and shared, I took the 18 year old neighbor’s son into my house, shower, and bed as my dark house waa lit only by flashes of the lightning outsise. We lay tangled and breathless as hands and lips roamed ragain, until i lay my 64 year old head on his stomach, cupped his crawling orbs warmly, and slowly suckled him hard and limp again and again…..from the diary of the closet neighborhood cocksucker
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verbally abused by my mom for hours again tonight.
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how can you allow 2 of your 6 kids to become animal abusers. how can you f****** live with that.
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I cant live much longer without your love.
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