I recognize that. That almost numbness, perpetual unhappyness. Maybe you had something similar happen to you where someone hurt you deeply and probably permanently damaged your trust in people, someone you cared a lot for. And now its like youre all alone, and only few people understand the type of...

Husband wants me to ask money from my dad, husband quit his job n first asked for a house, which my dad gave him. Now he wants share in the property or direct liquid cash for his investments. Apparently his friend is rubbing in his face about how he has...

The world has become too visual. The only thing that matters to people, is the “outside” the thing in front of you that you can see. But what about other qualities and things that aren’t visible? They don’t matter?

I think the world became like this, because of all the...

I feel a very deep love for you too. I feel so empty when im not talking to you. What can we do.

There are so many, i forgot half of them. Like the time about cam models. I only said that because i did it before. I wasnt shitting on them or their jobs. A few other things i dont remember. But i guess overall it doesnt matter. Peoples view of me...

i am disrespected. undervalued. underappreciated. Ive given people too many passes to treat me like s*** and use me over the years.

I never wanted or was planning to leave the place, only so i could focus on building my life here. I just didnt know i could go back, and when i realized and came back i was struggling in my real life and it was more an escape where i...

Who is Yvonne Kocik?

Cancer s****. But not as bad as me killing auntys sons before I die little miss piss princess 💛
Blood in the water butch a** b****

I am not homophobic or anti-gay in any way, however what concerns me is receptive a*** s***** i**********. This applies to straight people too, but because of the mechanics of g****** it is more pertinent.

The a*** and colon are more prone to tearing, which can lead to lethal...

didnt use it* could be better phrasing of course. I took it in but didnt decide to go after which i should have done. It was up to me to figure things out myself and i would have been fine.

You have been so kind and warm and empathetic to me, and you are such a wonderful person. And i didnt use it properly for what it was intended to and i just got worse. I will get better i promise. I have to.

I do understand and im devastated. Im looking into help options. Im stuck in denial and shame. Im so sorry.

I wrote a story about myself. Maggie was a failure, she had high depression and low grades. She tried to tell her dad about the depression causing her low grades, but he just yelled at her and blamed it on the phone, swimming, singing, drama, etc. Now Maggie didn’t like...

I think you might be somewhat right about me..which is very disconcerting. Im browsing a support group now.

Sometiems you treat me so good, other days you treat me like I dont exist. i cant keep doing this with you. Its not right.

I dont want to be a nasty s***-person. I try to be less of a nasty s***-person each day. Or at least think about how to.

Anyone not working directly and actively for world peace is cursed.

They need to wake up.

Thank you for whatever there is to be thankful for and stop the nasty s*** you are doing/allowing.

This is your fault, no one else’. Will you please fix it?

We never got to finish it.

retract the pact

They’ve taken me for granted

All those darker thoughts are coming back to stay

someone i know but not well said they sensed I wasnt doing good lately. So they were praying for me. suprised me a little but. But they are right. I am doing not well at all. I thought I was doing a good job hiding it but not good enough...

it never gets better for me. i want to die.

I really am sorry. Im trying to not be defensive and feel my emotions. I was just insecure seeing you be so comfortably be human, which i never felt like i was allowed to do, and i noticed it and i couldnt help but mock sometimes, i was trying to...

so hurt by the way you treated me. All this time just thrown away. For nothing.

Ive crushed on you for over a year and u barely notice or care.

When those midgets came in the room I lost my appetite

I’m already feeling especially bad this week. Can you PLEASE not make it worse…? I’m begging you.

I really didnt mean to do this, i didnt know this could happen but please breathe. Please take care of yourself. Im so sorry. I dont want this to happen. What can i do please

Next week wont be better no matter how much I think or say it will. I have a completely hopeless future.

You dont love me. you dont like me. You barely know me. We see eachother alot thats it. but I want so much more. So much more for us. Ive never been this tortured by another person in this life.

This bipolar back and forth with u every week is killing me. It needs to stop. Its gone on long enough.

this is a losing battle for me.

Why do you treat me like NOTHING? Im more than that to you.

another s***** week that leads nowhere. to nothing. another dead end. another wall. So tired of life and failing to connect with other people.

leave now. part of me wants tonight to be the last night I see you. I cant be treated like this any longer. Its too painful,

Yvonne Kocik

Yvonne Kocik

Yvonne Kocik