Today was our last day. I enjoy your presence and everything about you, we may not see each other often from now on. But do know that I’m holding onto the scenes of your car on my clothes and hair
During a discussion on a bad call the opposing team coach interfered between me and the umpire. He became irked by something I said which the umpire was agreeing with and snapped. He’s a large man I’m average. He beat me up on the middle of the field. He stripped me and posted me on second base. Laying there unable to move. To my shock, shame and humiliation it was eeririly exhilarating staring back at awed innocent little leaguers stares.
I’m not a bad kid. My mom has always hated me, my dad once loved me but makes me feel unloved now. I’m a good kid, they’ve never had to worry of me going out, not going to college, getting pregnant. They hate me though, and everyday I fight the urge to just cut the s*** out of myself.
I have been single since 2012, and I just feel deeply in my heart that I will be single for the rest of my life. Maybe because it’ll require an entire lifetime for me to learn how to love myself…. and when I finally start loving myself I’ll either be too late or just too content that I won’t give it up.
Does Yvonne Kocik regularly visit this site?
i want to be with you so f****** bad it hurts deep to my core. I tried and failed miserably this year.
Once a persons mind crosses over into a certain area there is no going back….
this present pain is tolerable its the hopelessness about the future that makes me not want to be here anymore.
ive gotten little to no pleasure out of anything these pastfew years. Life has just been a bleak drag.
No one ever loved me enough to spoil me. Other than my dad.
My roommate left his laundry in the washing machine for a week. So I through away one of shirts. Now he wants to know where his shirt is. Empty the washing machine dumbass, maybe it is at the bottom.
My wife had always kept me in locked chastity ever since she realized i have always been a chronic masturbator. Over time I adapted and am a better husband and man for it. Weekly shaving but only allowed to ejaculate once a month sometimes less.
She had after work drinks...
I don’t feel appreciated at work, and feel guilty looking at other jobs wondering if they’d even bring me happiness
My wife is listening to hipster/indie s*** music. That means she’s in a bad mood and we’re going to have an emotionally painful conversation soon. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
Pretty sure it’s an excuse. This is why I hate s**. It makes me so f****** insecure. Men get bored. They can look at all the beautiful women they want. Why want me? Not new anymore.
Would my mother have sympathy for a little dirt bag robbing the innocent? Would she let the boy who harmed her kin, go? Would she f***** dump a mag in his back?
i . . . don’t care for you or your toy, she’s far from where i want to be. Never will you know my love. She doesn’t even know i love her i think..
Just got broken up with and rebounded with a guy 20 years older than me. Now I think he’s in love with me… fuckkkkk this was not worth it
I don’t long to be loved anymore. But it breaks my heart that other people do not feel that they are deeply loved because love is the bond to perfection.
Something is amiss. It’s been days and be avoids being intimate. It was every day and I know that’s a lot but something is wrong. He’s losing erections and everything feels different. I think he’s bored of me s*******.
Wish I had a German shepherd rite now. 😞
ever since the sa, my perception of love just hasn’t been the same. s** has become meaningless and almost nothing but for some reason i crave it. it makes me feel so dirty but its like ive never known love in another way. i know i should let people in...
Ive struggled with depression from the age of 13 i am now 17 and I’ve not hurt myself or thought bad or suicidal thoughts or drunk or smoked to keep my demons away.
I have a great boyfriend and loving friends however i can’t seem to bring myself to...
Poor white. Tough time of year for elves
I’m petty. I’m petty and don’t want anyone to be happy. I’m petty and envious. I don’t even want what they have, but I don’t want them to have it. I don’t care and yet I care too much. I hate it. I’m useless. I’ll never have what they have....
There will always be a part of you that you reserve away from me. I can never fully give myself to you. It aches.
Did Elon Musk buy southwest airlines and not tell anyone?
i miss my friend. i know i had to cut him off because he wasnt a good person, but what if i had just given him one more chance? he was so nice. we really got along. we helped each other through so much. he was always there for me....
im so lonely. this seems like a lot of self pity, and it really is. every relationship im in i always screw up. i just cant stay in one. im scared of getting to close, getting to attached. what if they hurt me? even worse, what if i hurt them?...
Anyone else repeatedly ignored or overlooked when they are having a hard time? Especially because having a hard time happens only maybe 2-3 times a year? Anyone else have a friend that doesn’t even ask them how they are doing anymore, but compliments you for actually checking in on them...
It’s not a physical thing. I don’t care if I feel nothing at all..in fact I would prefer that. I just want to make love with him so much. I want him to feel good—not me.
I want to give myself to him.
I want to be so close because...
I don’t know how to deal with being so in love. I don’t want to be. It scares me.
All the distance I try to keep has been unraveled. Yes, it’s beautiful but it’s insane and wrong.
And I let things happen. I let things happen that I should have...
how does dee not feel bad for ruining rickety crickets life.
I am so jealous of men who have wives who are good looking, treat them well, and dress up in lingerie for them. I am married to a mean and hateful woman who is fat and out of shape and treats me like dirt. So she will never do anything...
I fell in love with my teenage friend it’s destroying me. I’m now 26 and I know him 14 years but only in the last 2 years we confessed our love for eachother while I had a boyfriend and he had a girlfriend. Since then I have broken up with...
I have no future. I cant fucntion anymore. Depression has destroyed my soul.
My boyfriend’s is too big to stick up inside the toilet paper roll. I had to tear the cardboard roll open to wrap around his shaft but it doesn’t fit all the way around.
i used to stick my d*** in toilet paper
I wish I watched this drama with you. I know you would have loved it. I wish you didn’t destroy our friendship.
i am all alone. there is still no one in my life.
I wanted, she went and got . . .
Before he came along, you looked up what I was doing. You always saw and knew my updates without me telling you. And we had always kept up on each other’s activities. We shared daily lives. Were each other’s support. I thought, after such a long time, I found a...
I guess ill never be your boyfriend or friend. a very painful reality I just cant accept.
theres nothing I truly wanted more than to get to know you better this year and sadly as I dont think thats ever going to happen.