the feeling when your father offers to help you, then proceeds to berate you and say horrible things about you when you don’t understand will never be forgotten. i only wish that i could prevent the panic attacks that follow.

honestly, it’s not too obvious. when she was with the guy, she said that she did have feelings for me for a while, but i guess i was oblivious to the fact. when she said that my heart dropped, and i think that it made things a bit worse. idk...

There’s this girl that I’ve suppressed feelings for. I’ve been having these feelings for a year or two by now, since the last time I decided to confess, it turns out that she already had a boyfriend. For a while, she was busy (or so I’m told) with the work...

Jesus fucked up my plans again today. I had to help my uncle move from the hospital to rehab center. I lost two days of work. Lord Jesus, I know you will make it up to me. You always do.

I just turned 16 just to find out I’m infertile and have pcos. Everyone around me is acting fine but how can I go about knowing I’ll never have kids when I’m older. No one cares except me

I feel like I have no close friends. All of my friends have their own best friends and the girl who was friends with me for a long time is currently ghosting me and she has a best friend whom she wouldn’t have met if it wasn’t for me. Also...

New year…still struggling badly. Severe depression is awful. It does not get better

I feel so hopeless. I think someday I’ll end my life when my last child is grown.

Jesus doesn’t want you to be be happy. He wants to love you and to help you though your suffering. Will you give Jesus a chance? He is waiting for your response.

ill never be happy. why am I still sticking around here?

The murderer has bushy eyebrows. Why do murderers always have bushy eyebrows? Stay the hell away from me if you have bushy eyebrows.

I am proof you can love two people at once equally.

I’m really tired of everything. I wish I could just sleep forever. I don’t want to keep living aimlessly. I don’t have passions nor goals. I just do whatever people want me to do. I don’t have likes nor dislikes, I just exist for the sole purpose of existing.

The devil has me by the balls. But I dont have the guts to cut them off.

O dark master I once again suckle from your smoky teat

Ouch. I just slammed my finger in the car door.

I guess if you preferred to talk on the phone or talk face to face about your problems with her, then yes, there is no substance to your friendship. Friendship needs to be done by talking. Not texting.

Speaking of nostalgia, I found some paper things you sent me....

“our friendship meant the world to me. but you destroyed it and hurt me immeasurably. i don’t even know why i’m still waiting for you. my stupidity is endless.”

No. My stupidity is endless. You are toxic.

I starve myself to the point where my body is drained and it feels good.

our friendship meant the world to me. but you destroyed it and hurt me immeasurably. i don’t even know why i’m still waiting for you. my stupidity is endless.

We’re days into the new year & once again, I feel like jumping off my balcony.

colonial style houses turn people into zombies. thst was the point.

I like my coworker, but I also like this person I’ve been talking to for over 100 days now. Idk to what degree I like my coworker, I know I want to have s** with her but I’m not sure if I have romantic feelings towards her. For the other...

When I was 6 me my mom and my brother were living with my grandmother and her boyfriend and we were in a small one bedroom apartment. Me and my brother had to blow up an air mattress and sleep on there in the living room and our mom slept...

When I was 6 me my mom and my brother were living with my grandmother and her boyfriend and we were in a small one bedroom apartment. Me and my brother had to blow up an air mattress and sleep on there in the living room and our mom slept...

I used to love nights. Feel so alive, hopeful, innovative. Now I dread the loneliness and aloneness. The deep dark depression.

Had an anxious break down to the point I remembered having one so bad very oftem when younger to the point I messed my fiance when he was just a friend and telling him emotioms hurt so much i wish i could just turn them off

my fwb doesnt want to f*** because our roommate/mutual friend gets jealous about it when we do and its making me really upset since we both want it but the anxiety is too high

im pent up and depressed and i hate everything about this situation

Realising your childhood was abusive when you’re 50 is a shock.
But actually finally understanding why I do what I do is such a huge relief.
I was pretty much starving from 14 – 16 when I left them because I was not allowed to make food for...

Im terrified of loving him. I wish I wasn’t a coward . I truly try to be strong and brave. There are times when I need to run. I just hope I dont sabotage my love life.

I understand your pain. I also had schizophrenia. Now it’s
Bipolar . I understand your moods. I also struggle. If we give up ? We miss the miracles made for us. Please stay ! Please do not leave.

I’m tired of feeling, of thinking constantly, of breathing.. living. Too hard to handle i want it to be over i need to stop being a coward.

I feel such a deep pain people in my life just don’t understand how deep it goes. Schizophrenic, bipolar, borderline, depression.. list goes on. 2 beautiful babies 2 awesome step kids. But still for nights in a row I put blade to skin to dull my pain. When will my...

I planned, wrote a note, and made a noose on new years and didn’t do it.

I don’t know if that’s a win or loss. I’m just sad and giving up is getting easier.

Happy f*****’ New Year! Here’s to yet another year of me wanting to kill myself & wishing I never existed.

I’m gonna throw up. I’m not a good person I’m not a good person . I need to kill myself and rid the world of one more problem

My husband is getting angry that I am the breadwinner even though we agreed I would be so he could pursue his dreams. He makes snide remarks and has become much more bitter over the years of me progressively making more money by getting promotions.

I think he expected...

we were in relationship but after 1 year we broke up even after 6 yr og breakup I still love him and now he is marrying love of his life but what about my love

I was s.a as a child and no one knows

Rufus and Tyrone both said “you da man!” After I made them ejaculate in my greedy mouth. So I’m da man and not a lousy racist!

Corvallus