If I ever mustered up the guts to kill myself, I’d make sure I settled all my debts beforehand.

I was s******* assaulted when I was a boy 9-12 and now I’m 33 and I still have nightmares

I have consider maybe this also is a lie. That eventually EVERYTHING is and was a lie. And now you make fun of me real bad. Nice to laugh righT? Nice to see a broken man? Nice to plot against with the company of yours?

Even if I insert the burning rod in their a****** they still won’t stop farting.

Nothing can stop them farting

I’m only getting dirty with farting pig !!!

This is draining me, like why, why do you do that to me?

I DONT WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE

Tired of living

I don’t have any fight in me anymore

Im going to die of a broken heart.

I feel disgusting about myself, I hate the fact that I become who I am, I feel like a w**** I hate myself I hate living. But the worst part is that I feel guilty about everything that I have done idk why I feel this way but I have...

You killed my friend. I just wanna know why you let me suffer? Why ?!!

At least Ted Bundy showed mercy to most of his victims . he killed them after torture and r***.

This is addressed to those people that came within a hair of murdering me in 2005.

Why did you force me to live ? So you can sadistically and...

I don’t know why I was born into my family. I dont belong. I dont fit. Im pathetic . a loser .

Its hard . everyone loves my sister. Because she’s rich . I feel really s***** . I have nothing. I wanna die.

Im ready to give up. I miss my friend that was murdered. I miss him terribly.

Up till now I was never married. Never engaged. I was stalked , tortured and horrific abuse. I just hid. It got me no where. Im disabled now. Not sure of what my next steps will be.

Life . death . I dunno . no idea.

Why was...

Why did I hide most of my life? Why? Fact is I became ugly after the abuse. I wonder how you’d look after walking through war.

I have wounds on my poor feet to prove it.

I was never that pretty. I was the quiet fat sister . my older sister. Was a model. How is that for a kick in the teeth ?

I lost 90 pounds. But I feel fat. My mind cant see myself anymore. I think no amount of weight loss...

I have no idea how to ever heal. I don’t know. I was used without mercy. Its hard to forgive.

I was never loved by anyone outside my family and friends. It caused me to be mentally ill.

Currently 37. Low of 29 this night.

Im suffering mental illness. I feel terrible. I just do. Depression is really gripping me right now.

people don’t understand how much it affects you when you’ve never been in (or even close to being in) a relationship while being over 20yo. that s*** messes with your brain

Sometimes I want to line all the suicidal people up and kill them all. That would prevent them from going into the lake of fire. But what about me? I dont want to burn in the lake of fire either.

i just want honesty in a friendship. why was that so hard for you? (to the crazy woman who keeps responding to my friendship confessions – stop. this isn’t about you. stop thinking your friend is talking to you. i’m not your friend.)

I hate thisss house this is a b******* home well i dont even feel i’m home when i’m in thos goddam house it’s feels like hell s*** i just want to die you know that’if that’s shot happen i’m gonna be the happiest person in the world

I spent hundreds on much-needed plants for my living room but the terminally unemployed loser keeps my living room in darkness all the time so they died. I hate that everything that c*** does costs me money. Anything I do to improve my mental health gets his mark of failure...

I lay in bed every night wishing I was in your arms. Dreaming of you. But I know you will never love me.

Jesus is punishing me again. I deserve it. I am a no damn good sinner. Beat me Jesus. Beat me until I am pure again. I love Lord and I thank you for the beatdowns.

I can understand how people can commit suicide. This world is fucked. If not for my wife and cats, I believe that I could be ok with “checking out.” I hate being a f****** pawn in the system.

It’s nearly 4 pm and he’s still asleep on my sofa, stinking up the room with unwashed body odour. A funk, a stale stench of farts, food and bodies permeates the living room. He’s 57 soon and hasn’t had a job since he was a teen. He refuses to work...

Esther i wish you the worst out of the hell. You hv made my supposedly best month turn to a nightmare. Hate you to moon and back

Now I realize that I am totally screwed to no recovery ever

If I feel this pain, my other half feels it too. Both sides contain factors, roles, and/or responsibilities within the current life we have as an individual. If these containments were to be interrupted, we would need to face the judgement and consequences, with taking the risk of hurting the...

The anger I feel inside.. That’s been piling up and being put in a space of my mind I’ve kept locked up until recently it’s like the walls are cracking and the doors are breaking open and everything is going to explode all at once and I’m terrified for my...

The thing is, God already sent his signal and the government has found a way to block it. Maybe it’s the food they make and say it’s something good for you. Maybe it’s the viruses they create or “find” hidden in ice every few decades. Maybe I’m just paranoid. Maybe...

i learned in october that my boyfriend was cheating on his ex girlfriend with me for the first few months of our relationship and i told him from the moment i found out that im not upset and that i forgive him and don’t resent him for it but it’s...

I’ve spent my whole life on trying to help my friends, having no time to find someone who’s reliable. I lost my childhood. I lost everything for them. I gave everything for them. They never appreciated it or loved me back. They hate me now. I’m too childish because I’m...

My brother is being catfished and scammed out of the little bit of money that he has. He does not see it. I am horrified at how he has been deluded. I have tried to help him but he just won’t stop. I do not want to be dragged into...

Even though I should be happy, I miss you. I miss you so much. I miss talking to you. I miss waking up to a text. I miss our dirty conversations. Most of all, I miss my friend. I lost my best friend, and my soul mate at the same...

December 18th 2021 we had s**. It was a hookup, I thought you were going to stay. You took my virginity and left completely. You sent videos to people and part of the school saw us. How could you do this to me? What did I ever do to you?...