I don’t know what to do anymore, I can’t put it in words, I’m starting to have panic not wanting to talk anymore, my heart rate went up to 145, wanting my heart to explode, not to live anymore. I just put my nails so hard in to my palm...

I really want to leave this world because I don’t matter here

if things dont change real fast, really soon, Im checking out. F*** this suffering. Not worth it.

I CANT TAKE THIS!!!!!!!!!

I’m so despondent lately. I haven’t been able to get out of bed til noon lately. I’m struggling. The false hope and temporary fixes aren’t working anymore

Put the house in trust to someone else. Then they have no motivation to kill you. If you have no kids that you want to leave it to then leave it to a small charity (Not a BIG corporate charity). There are many small charities that help dogs, cats, orphans...

I don’t know how to get rid of husband n his family, they want to co own the house my father gifted to me. They are being overly nice n I’m scared they might kill me if I put their name on papers

I love everybody. But when Jesus commands me to hate someone I have to. I hope he never commands me to kill you , because I will..

I’m scared I’m too damaged to try to be with anyone, even though there’s someone at work who’s interested in me, has said he loves me, I care about him too much to inflict my love on him.

Idk if you will every see this cin. But i always saw you as a sister and you did me so so dirty. I hope it was worth it. And enjoy being bewitched. Thats what you deserve

F*** you michael a-

I want to disappear but not die, because dying is painful. I just want to disappear and stop existing in the universe, or not be re-born again as anything.

If my parents passed away I’d most likely be homeless. And I’d probably unalive myself then. I’d rather be d3ad than homeless.

Many times i feel like i just want to kill myself. Because tbh it feels like there is Nothing to look forward to. But i won’t do it because then i would leave my cat, bf and brother alone. And i don’t want them to deal with this. So everyday...

I still live with my parents 33 because I can’t find a good job and it’s so expensive to live out here. Can’t drive a car due to my disability.

All my friends are moving out of state because it’s too expensive to live here. I can’t be mad at them but I still feel abandoned.

I wish I had someone to take this pain away

I’ve never wanted anyone dead so badly.

I feel like I’m a pain to everybody. It’s my fault. It always is. My mental health is so fucked that I lie without realizing it. I wish I was never born. Pills don’t work. 5 suicidal attempts and I f*** that up too. Everyone pretends to like me. They...

Losing ground fast…I fear the end is coming

Another restless sad painfully deeply lonely cold night

I can’t imagine I’ll ever stop wanting you

I think about killing myself all the time. How peaceful death would be

I feel betrayed by everyone around me nowadays. Even if it’s the small things…and it might not matter to others or bothering but it is to me. But I feel like people won’t understand me, make fun of my feelings or dismiss it completely by calling me dumb.

I’m afraid to voice my thoughts even here because I fear punishment for daring to be selfish. Honestly I’m just tired. Very tired.

I feel so incapable of being loved. I feel love for myself at such a high level but deep down I feel like it will never be enough to be loved at the depths I give. I often find myself literally screaming on the inside wishing for someone to just...

All these drugs don’t help, they only make it hurt worse

two shy people trying to connect and they never get over those boundaries. Heartbreaking.

I want so much more from you and sadly I know its never going to happen. Yet I try

Its never who you want it to be.

my parents are giving me diabetes. i don’t have it right now, but i found out the other day that if i don’t change my life right now i will get it. my family feeds me mostly unhealthy food. we have fruit and veggies, but the ratio to healthy is...

I’m tired of not being happy. So tired

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I shut the door on us hoping you would try to tear it down. You didn’t. Screaming I hate you in a fit of resentment over the love you never offered, I fled like a startled child, my father’s pantleg shielding me from the snarling monster of your...

Still entertaining thoughts of ending my life. I visualize taking a dive off the balcony frequently.

Uh oh. Here come the sads.

Getting up everyday has become a real struggle this month.

O vos omnes qui ambulant in viis — attendite et vidite si es dolor sicut dolor meus.

I wish this to be the last time that I m*********

Could you hold my head? I really need a hug and a b*******. Thanks.

Omzumda işlemediğim günahlar
Sözlerim de riya var
Kederim de bir aşk
Görüyor mu?
Belki de yanlıştı doğrularım
Aşkını, sevgini sorguladım
Yolların kapalıydı zorlamadım
Öldürdüm çiçeğimi, yaşatamadım
Duyamadım, gidişin sessizdi
Bilemem ki ben yarın
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Sanmam ki
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