I don’t feel useful anymore

Imagine catching feelings for a guy who you talk to a lot. But you can feel them slowly losing interest in talking to you! The BEST feeling!

I’m 19F. I’ve never known what having a friend feels like. I’ve always, always been by myself, and I’ve been feeling incredibly lonely lately especially. I need help. It feels really cold inside my chest.

I’ve been fighting against seborrheic dermatitis and alopecia for over 8 years and I am super angry because people discriminate me and leave me alone , I tried to know some girl to have some love with good intection without s** interest and nothing they won’t know me because I...

I am in terrible pain, I feel lonely and sad and depressed all at once… my ex dumped me but I still love… I don’t want to live… please help help

Too numbed the f*** out to care and/or do anything. Am quite content right now to just stare at a blank spot for hours.

It kind of feels weird that people only want me to change… Like if I could change everything could be alright… Maybe it will but how can I tell anyone when I shout out loud it is not because not able to control my head but sometimes out of fear...

Can you please talk to me like before, I want to have those really fun and deep conversation with you during club or anytime really. You’ve just gone kind of cold with me, we barely even talked yesterday. Honestly, why are you being so f****** awkward now. What the hell...

My coworker is such a c***. They disregard child labor laws, have their kids do their job for them. Meanwhile I’m being punished for doing my job. F*** her and her retaliating a**. Can’t wait to ship her a** up s*** creek when I turn her into corporate and the...

I think I might have depression but I don’t feel like I can because my sister has really bad depression. I know no matter how bad mine might be it’ll never be as bad as hers so I fell guilty feeling this way. I don’t feel like I deserve help...

Re:”I want to die. No one loves me” I have seeked help from many different people including teachers, suicide hotline, the police and many others. But non of them seem to care about my struggles even when I call suicide hotline they say there’s not much they can do. I...

I just need to let it out I hate myself and I’m done with life people hate me when I was little my dad abused me because he was always drunk he died a couple years ago but now I’ll alway live with that pain, and almost everyday of my...

I want to die. No one loves me. No one cares about me. My father did inappropriate things to me until I talked to a teacher at my school about it. And after he went to prison I got sent to an orphanage for 5 years until my horrible stepmom...

I’ve been feeling sad and lonely. I fell out with my mum as I feel like I can’t act anything but happiness towards her as me being negative makes her get angry at me. I just want to vent and let my feelings be acknowledged but she doesn’t accept it....

I hate myself, I am always anxious, I always have nightmares, I feel I can never make a difference. I feel like I’m wasting everyone’s time and the worst part is I know I do good work, I work effectively, care for others and always hear nice things but I...

Too many people in my life die young. I miss you guys, I play songs for you and think about you often. I hope we will see each other again. I like to think that you guys are together. RIP LPP MEH CB RAH JFM TRS WR

Its been nearly a year since i meet the love of my life due to disagreement from her parents they judge me from my race and don’t allow me to be with her every day when i over think it i just m********* just for the temporary feeling of no...

I bought read dead 2 and I’m going to a LAN party in 15ish hours to play it. Turns out my processor is to weak to run it. This is a pain worse than death.

i wish i had a therapist or just someone i could talk to all day about my issues. i try to talk to my sisters but we already have too much baggage so it always ends in misunderstandings and fights. i only have a few friends and i sometimes i...

She has so much going on I feel selfish for saying I’m sad today. I want to be there for her when she is feeling down because I know how hard everything is for her right now. But it makes me feel like my feelings are less important because I...

Here I go again wanting to slit my wrists.

my mom is like a f***ing animal every time that she’s drunk.
She always glares at me at the dinner table, sitting next to me, almost like she dares me to provoke her. I don’t look her in the eye, so I just pretend like I don’t notice her...

I hate my life. Nobody loves me. I always have this constant thought to kill myself but I’m not able to just for my dog I guess! . Anybody who can courage me to kill me and free myself from everything that stop running in my head and always make...

I have no direction of where my life is going at the moment.

I simply fail all the time. I lose all the time. Nothing but heartbreak and sadness. Actually i feel nothing anymore. Dead.

I feel like my partner is just trying to hold me from going on dates with other people, even though we agreed upon open relationship. It’s hard for me to imagine him with someone else, but I wouldn’t mind, I wouldn’t try to stop in any way, unless it’s getting...

i feel guilty when people give me stuff. i’m not worth their time or money.

the bullying has gotten to a point where i’m scared to go into school. why should my s******** even matter? f***. i’m gonna f****** kill myself. being called a f***** daily isn’t gonna make me any less gay. it just makes me feel wrong and dirty and i don’t know...

I used to think real life was exactly like the movies, now I just wish it was. It f****** should be, the films are so much more interesting than reality. What an injustice that life isn’t like that. That we can’t get shot and that stand up 5 minutes later...

Almost a year ago I ended my friendship with my best friend of two years. It was mainly because lines had been crossed and my trust in him was gone. At the time when I ended things, I just felt fucked over and hurt. I’ll admit the first few months...

My Gf cheated on me with another guy at school and she told me but for some reason I didn’t break up with her. Our relationship is 10 months long and 3 months of knowing she cheated on me, now I have no idea what to do. I’m sad all...

Having a crush is honestly the worst. I really really like him and everyone ships us. Like no joke everyone in the entire school says we’d make a good couple. But I’m unsure of even my own feelings and let alone his. And quite frankly, I think he likes me...

When I have a painful period, every part of my body aches, I bleed, I feel constantly dizzy and not to mention my flaming emotions. Yet, I have to go through my day, do my job, finish all my tasks without complaining. I just cry and suffer in silence and...

Somebody who I thought was a friend ghosted me 2 years ago. I saw her in the library today and I walked past her like I didn’t recognize who the f*** she was. I wasn’t going to be the one to start the conversation. I saw her smile, she knew...

My a** is sorry.

i still text my friend who committed suicide in september of last year. yesterday i watched a video that i thought he would’ve liked, and i got sad, and i sent it to him. i miss him.

After an awesome weekend & start to the week, I’m back to having thoughts of harming myself & wanting to take my own life. And I wish I had the courage to do so.

I miss her so much. Long distance is hard. Deployment is hard. We are doing both at the same time. We havent been together for very long so I feel stupid for telling people how much I miss her. I will be honest and say I hate that I wouldnt...

Why did he have to leave?! Why?! I dont deserve the situation I am in ..it is all because of you and your filthy desires and because YOU LEFT!!!!
I fight everyday, try to keep hopes up.. That everything is going to be okay soon and almost everytime I...

I feel worthless at the moment. Well, maybe not exactly. I feel like I have potential, but I’m just not able to convert it into results everyone can see.