stayed with grandad summer times was sucking him soon and he slept with me n*** rubbing his fat uncut c*** on my b***. soon i was sucking him much latter he was f****** me till my sister came to stay then he slept with her instead
my drumset is a guy so that makes you gay fuckker!
Dale Doback
I haven’t spoken to you for over a year and I haven’t messaged you for several months. I have left you alone completely and I feel it’s better that way. You may think I’m still immature but you’re wrong, very wrong! I am not your enemy and you don’t treat me well as a member of this family. You think you’re right means you never did anything wrong and you alone are punishing me for doing cruel things to a youngest brother and his wife. You like anyone else has flaws and you think you’re little miss perfect, you’re not and thinking you’re perfect, you are sincerely mistaken and truly lost. You don’t trust me with anything in your life. You’re problem is you never trusted anyone especially men in the family who are younger than you. You never trusted me not you ever trusted the youngest brother, you always put you full trust in a sister-in-law, the youngest brother’s wife. There’s always been a cardinal rule that you should never, EVER, put your full trust in an in-law and you ma’am had broken that rule and seriously offended me. I always knew you had trust issues and our late mother told me about that years ago and she pleaded with you to get help for those problems and start working hard to develop trust in everyone. It seems you don’t want to and that is rather very disappointing. Until you can change and start working hard to develop trust with the people who love you I will not make any attempts to reach out to you nor will I ask for anything from you. If you want to be the distrusting eldest sibling in this family and be bitter towards the younger siblings because of it, that’s your doing and that’s your cross to bear. You don’t trust me to this day, then I don’t trust you, either. It’s simple. Your birthday is coming up and don’t be surprised if you hear from me or not. Until then, remember what I said and if you want to talk, you know where to reach me but you have to make the first move for I won’t. I made too many and I won’t make another this time. It’s your turn and you need to make that move for yourself. And please, this is between me and you, no one else. Keep the rest of the family out of this. Take care!
Beyond the Drug addicts and stuff of Oshawa it seems some of the true pieces of s*** are some of the police and security guards for some reason around there.
Oddly enough they seem to have more beliefs and actions + ideals that you’d probably expect to find from cartel members and s*** like that and the crimes they commit are probably more than any criminal ever arrested in the world. (especially if you combine totals)
i suffer from workplace trauma and i don’t want to go back to work. i’ve been living on my savings for about a year. i have a degree that i hate and i don’t want to work in the field of my study. but looking for jobs outside my stupid...
I hope one day I get everything together & stop having these suicidal thoughts.
THATDAYHASCOME!
i keep all the things that my ex sent to me because of how much she meant to me. she sent me two letters and a koi fish letter and a bracelet which i hate that i lost. we had a online relationship, she lived in Britain, i lived in...
There are so many people I’ve “known” for years that I barely know anything about. It’s heartbreaking. I wish I wasn’t so shy. It feels like wasted time.
But——it is the only real excuse to b a perv..
I saved my white buddies marriage then ruined and split up his family. His wife and him were really tight on money and looking for a divorce a few months back and I gave them a large amount money since the husbanded had helped me when I was in dark...
i want to not be oversensitive, i want to not cry easily, i want to f****** get over any trauma i have and be able ro just get over it all, f*** why am i like 5his, why cant i get over ir why why whyw hyw why
Getting dry after a shower when you’re a fatty-fat-fat takes so much longer. Ah well, I’ve lost a lot of weight already, just gotta power on through it to reach my weight loss goal. Onwards and upwards
Im struggling so much this week. Every night is hell and torture for me. There are moments i dont think ill survive til the next day. Its gotten dark, lonely, and scary lately.
No one understands my pain and grief
I don’t want to work
Feel like slitting my wrists.
Don’t get what they mean about making lemonades, it just hurts to fight all alone. I have thyroid problem, weight issues, anxiety, prediabetes, psoriasis, hydradenitis suppartiva n piles. I have to care for my autistic son n my husband doesn’t support me mentally or housework, I know it’s the stress...
It’s the end of the line for me this year.
LMFAOOOOOO
I wish I was loved. I wish I had someone to hold me at night. I want to matter to someone
Almost every day I blame myself for going to that school dance. While I was having fun with my friends you were praying you made it out alive. I’m not sure how I’m still alive, it’s been four months but it feels like I found out yesterday. But in 9...
This isn’t enough to keep me living anymore
I love a man 3 times my age
I’m in love with a man I cannot have
If you don’t want me to stare at your feet ware proper shoes. I love it when you wigle your toes.
Thought I was buried under s***** family and bad friends. Turns out I just s*** at being an adult. Can I get off this ride now?
I fell in love with another man and it tears my heart, but if it’s the right thing it will come back to us in the future. Right now I need to work on myself first.
I don’t know what to do anymore, I can’t put it in words, I’m starting to have panic not wanting to talk anymore, my heart rate went up to 145, wanting my heart to explode, not to live anymore. I just put my nails so hard in to my palm...
I really want to leave this world because I don’t matter here
if things dont change real fast, really soon, Im checking out. F*** this suffering. Not worth it.
I CANT TAKE THIS!!!!!!!!!
I’m so despondent lately. I haven’t been able to get out of bed til noon lately. I’m struggling. The false hope and temporary fixes aren’t working anymore
Put the house in trust to someone else. Then they have no motivation to kill you. If you have no kids that you want to leave it to then leave it to a small charity (Not a BIG corporate charity). There are many small charities that help dogs, cats, orphans...
I don’t know how to get rid of husband n his family, they want to co own the house my father gifted to me. They are being overly nice n I’m scared they might kill me if I put their name on papers
I love everybody. But when Jesus commands me to hate someone I have to. I hope he never commands me to kill you , because I will..
I’m scared I’m too damaged to try to be with anyone, even though there’s someone at work who’s interested in me, has said he loves me, I care about him too much to inflict my love on him.
Idk if you will every see this cin. But i always saw you as a sister and you did me so so dirty. I hope it was worth it. And enjoy being bewitched. Thats what you deserve
F*** you michael a-
I want to disappear but not die, because dying is painful. I just want to disappear and stop existing in the universe, or not be re-born again as anything.
If my parents passed away I’d most likely be homeless. And I’d probably unalive myself then. I’d rather be d3ad than homeless.
Many times i feel like i just want to kill myself. Because tbh it feels like there is Nothing to look forward to. But i won’t do it because then i would leave my cat, bf and brother alone. And i don’t want them to deal with this. So everyday...
I still live with my parents 33 because I can’t find a good job and it’s so expensive to live out here. Can’t drive a car due to my disability.
All my friends are moving out of state because it’s too expensive to live here. I can’t be mad at them but I still feel abandoned.
