Childhood traumas maybe have subconsciously fucked me up, and turned me into someone who greatly fears abandonment. Long story, but something unintentionally happened when I was 5, and it was about a 2-hour ordeal but 30 years later I still remember it fresh in my mind.

Even when I’m trying to escape my life with sleep, I still dream of the hell life…

There are 5 subpersonalities in my mind trying to control my body and life. If I kill one of them i kill all of me. Si the battle continues.

things have gotten worse and worse over the past 5 yrs. I dont know how much more I can take. Its not getting better for me and I highly doubt it ever will.

Why are people so mean I’m trying so hard to fit in I’m trying so hard to change so why don’t they care

I am severely mentally ill

My family don’t talk to me anymore. I have f*** up in the past, but that is not me anymore. I was told that I am useless and they don’t need me.

I love my sister, I love my parents, I love my cousin’s, relatives and friends. I love my colleagues. I love all the past people I met who crossed my path, whether that is till now or for a short period of time. But now it’s time for me to...

I hate how I tell myself I’m not worthy of love. That I’m used to be alone. I’ve been alone for as long as I can remember, so what’s a few more years?

I tell myself that I’ve consigned myself to this fate. That it’ll pay off in the end....

YOU ARE ALL SUCH CRAZY ANGRY MONESTERS ON THIS SITE AND ON THE WEB. YOU PACK OF TOXIC SPIDERS.

We didnt last long but i miss them so so much, they were the first to make me feel so loved even in such a short period of time.

^_👁️ me?
Kitten.

Im in love with a boy, I loved him for a year now but he loves my best friend. He never directly told me that but I just know, I also know she doesnt like him, shes aroace, I cant bring myself to tell him. I love that boy, I...

It does make me insecure you know. I want to be reasonable and understand and accept it, but it also really brings out the feeling that i shouldnt exist in me.

So what’s your favorite Natasha story?

I summoned a demon to kill my boss. Now I am looking for work because the new boss fired me. Don’t fret a******, I got another demon headed your way.

Why do I always get picked last at orgies?

Franchesca Cadotte 👋

F*** everything I give up on making friends it’s just stupid nothing is working I met the wrong people. No one wants to talk to me I should just accept it. So f****** tired of trying to find normal people to talk to rather go back to when all I...

I’m bored of being alive. I just don’t have anything to look forward to. I’m not sad. I’m not happy. I just don’t really wanna continue. I want to be hopeful for something. I want to want something. But nothing seems worth it.

You know that feeling when you want to speak to defend yourself but you realize that they won’t listen so you just don’t talk.

if i do something good my family scold me idf i do smtg wrong ofc they’ll scold me i wish i could have run away from home before ;];]

i f****** hate you i f****** hate you so much………
i wish that i would stop liking u at this very instant if we wld not have a future togethr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What are all the fags names in this website? I get them all confused. They talk and act so disgusting I want to 🤮

i hate getting bullied for dumb reasons

Do you feel better now that you have bulldozed and bombed the Southwest Illinois?

all i want to do is die. this is a medication side effect, i know this, but i can’t control myself or my mind. waiting for relief seems like a sick crime, because all i get for staying safe is more pain. my body is breaking down. this medicine gave...

I miss my transgender. ;(

I am stressed out about moving out of my house. I feel overwhelmed with how much s*** that has accumulated compliments of my ex-husband. I am concerned about leaving the place in an acceptable condition. The good girl guilt trip is real.

Still no jizzleheads taking me up on my offer!

Once again for those randy gents on the fence my backsnatch is:

✓ bodacious
✓ brolic
✓ brawny
✓ brizzled
✓ beefy
✓ bearded
✓ brilliant
✓ bouncy
✓ breathtaking

THE BRONSONIAN aka

Save me! How do you plan it ? God knows I’d love to be in on that secret !!

“No one can save you because you don’t want to be saved”

My life isn’t working out. I don’t want to live like this anymore

-even if english is not my mother language, only english can express my feelings-
i’m a person with ocd the intrusive thoughts.
i suffre from depression because of it.
and my thoughs are fighting were i should kil myself or live.
i have no one, my...

I know to expect nothing from him but it still hurts he refuses to change his entitled selfish never had a job ways to save me from more mental health issues dealing with him. I have cried and pleaded with him and nothing. 9 more months and I am kicking...

It all hits me at night and in the early morning. Life becomes unbearable

I hate the person you have become. I knew you for as long as you’ve been alive and I thought you wouldn’t ever change.

I once got bred in a Haitian AIDS hospice bathroom — CORVALLUS

I haven’t posted here in a while…
I’m still just as heartbroken that you just walked away. I still miss our talks. I still wish more than anything you’d message, call, show up at work, email, anything!!
I still love you so very much… You’re still the person...

I’m sorry mom and dad I tried to kill myself 6 times and it’s all my fault I’m so sorry I love you so much I can’t do it though