Please go to rehab. Be serious about it. I want to see who comes out. Your drive, focus, memory. Everything is fucked. It’s time to grow up before I grow out of you. Show me who you really are. I know that you’re not a bad person. Sober up, get...

Why am I still alive?

It will painful for lots of people because karma will get them for being racist towards East Asians.

My friends we’re all acting/ talking dirty and the moment I “let go” and joined them they told me I was gross and when I tried to explain that I wanted to join in they just called me an a****** -__-

It s**** to have to post here rather then talk to the person you miss.
I am happy they are alive and well. I hope for the same someday too.
Sigh.

I miss you.

PS: I am not Kam, but sorry you had to deal with that.

it is with great determination that i search for p**** looking only at the overlay image without reading the title, as well as watch it on mute as any mention of the words, “mom, sister, brother or father,” is a devastating turn off & makes me want to murder whoever...

Dear, Tob.

Can I call you that?
Hey, so. I thought about messaging you tonight because I cant sleep, but then I remembered that only psychos text their exes at 3:24am, even if it is just over discord. Lately Ive been wondering why you let me readd you, I...

Do you need to talk? No strings, I just want to make sure you’re okay.
I really am here if you need me I mean that. Text me if you want me to call you
please. I do care.

Insomnia again. This is when I get most of my suicidal thoughts & thoughts around self-harm.

I wish I could just call or duo you right now and end this.
Almost two months, this is so stupid .
I miss you.

Time for some good old fashioned vein slashing.

im really contemplating suicide. i have no one to talk to. my feelings are only ever a burden. i only ever bring people down. my life was a f*** up from the beginning and i want to end it now. my 19th birthday is only 4 days away. i might...

I’ve never been in a real romantic relationship. I’m ugly and fat and haven’t put any effort into bettering myself. My life has consisted of going to work, paying off bills and school debt, video games, and m***********. I know I will die alone, never having found even basic romantic...

need ur input guys. my mum just kicked me out of our house last night. good thing was my grandparents lived in the same subdivision so i stayed the night. was enjoying myself and then my dad brings me home. mum acts batshit crazy, screaming that i was so disrespectful...

Another day of staring blankly at the wall & ceiling. Too numb & dead inside to do anything else or care.

I wish I wasn’t born into my family. My mother acts like she cares and she always tells me to come to her if I ever feel sad, but when I want to talk to her, she always give advice that ends up making me feel even worse and to...

A guy I know who lives nearby, said he liked me for a while and kissed me. Then, he dumped me 2 days after that, without anything happening in the meantime. I am scared that he did it because maybe he realised I wasn’t pretty enough, after seeing me so...

I am in so much pain. My business has fallen off a cliff. The government says it’s going to help but there is nothing there for me. I’m trying to fight my way out but there are obstacles at every turn. The banks say they are there to help but...

I hate Heretics. I just hate people who insult the feelings of believers. And now i direct my question to people who created site – www sinnlist com . WHAT DA F*** YOU WERE THINKING ABOUT ? WHY YOU GOT THIS F****** LOGO WITH INVERTED CROSS ? WITH THIS LOGO...

Can someone run me over with their car I am sick of living

You can continue with your retarded manipulated way of thinking though.

I wish a confused lesbian would r*** me I’m 135 an I’ll never have a girlfriend… Pity me an all my failed accomplishment’s.

i went full circle. i thought i was able to be clean from harming myself. i guess 7 years of trying wasn’t enough

I emailed Samaritans because I’m feeling very suicidal, it’s allegedly a 24/7 service but I haven’t got a reply yet. I just want help and a service dedicated helping mentally struggling people aren’t communicating with me. Cool , that’s encouraging 🙃

I wonder if this was caused by a miscommunication that could have been fixed. That night when I was drunk I blocked it after a certain point so I have no idea if you answered back or called for the next few days. Maybe you did and I missed it....

I love this girl and she knew it and i was perfectly fine with just staying friends and we did for a long time and she kept saying she wasn’t ready for a relationship which i respected because i was aware of what she was going through and just believed...

i f****** regret trying to make a full-length indie game

I really wish I could get over my crush. She hurt me last night on social media and I felt guilty for being upset and I’m going on acting as if nothing is wrong when she deserves to know how she makes people feel.

ive always felt trapped. even after i was taken away from my abuser. even after he was sentenced to prison. i fucked up my life and i should just end it now. my birthday is close and it depresses me. i don’t want to celebrate the life that i hate...

this quarantine is really tiring me out :(( living in a house where every single thing you do is criticized lmao i rlly wanna die 🙂

It kills me that I hate my first love who I was with for 18 years until he had an affair. He turned really mean during his affair and became a complete stranger. He had his affair last year after I got raped while travelling OS for work. I was...

I knew it was wrong to get involved with someone who already had a girlfriend. But like they say the heart wants what it wants and I fell hard for him . It wasn’t long before he ghosted me without any explanation. I wish he could have just ended it...

That’s not true so we don’t have anything in common. I never even knew that you were a writer. I was so delighted when I found out, I thought it meant when we started talking again that it would be one thing that we could share and explore together. But...

It must hurt deep to be so easily forgotten?

im not really white an that makes me very sad😂

‪The pain of loving a friend hurts so much that I leave hidden messages in the Snapchat’s I send her that blend in with the background but that she can still see if she looks closely‬

I failed again. This covid19 thing is f****** insane.we dont live we barely exist and i couldnt take any more pain or pressure to perform. I m also older and i ve missed my opptys for life love or happiness. I just exist to drive and deliver food; and am...

I think I really do love you. I must
I’m sorry I hurt you.
I wish I could just literally grab you and hug you and tell you that I never let go I love you so much
I miss you terribly
You are a beautiful...

A lot of people say a person didnt kill themselves because of another person. Or even an attempted suicide person or an accomplished one who left a note, say it’s no ones fault. However from personal experience of my own suicidal thoughts and attempt and the success of a suicidal...