this isn’t a fun experience…

living with D.I.D. and one of my other personalities is telling me that at night, people s******* abuse him. then when i wake up it’s as if nothing happened. honestly, he needs me to tell for him, but i don’t feel like it’s my place...

my mental health has been fucked up for years. i’m a very independent and closed off person, partially because my family doesn’t talk about deep things and partially because that’s just who i am. i once tried to talk to my mom about seeing a therapist, but because i didn’t...

Here we go again: Suicide or self-harm?

here i am again… in pain and in loneliness. i guess i should have put in more effort to find a guy but i don’t want to. i just feel so hurt and unwanted. i wish life isn’t so hard

i am a child, and i am a stupid one. today, you as a repairman stole all my money i had in my drawer. it was worth $400s in cash. it took me months to save, lots of skipped meals. and you just took it. i hope you sleep well...

My boyfriend left for rehab early this morning. I fell asleep and missed his very last texts before they took his phone for a week. I am sobbing from guilt. He’s scared, sad and alone and I didn’t get to say I love you back that last time to comfort...

Corvallis abandoned me .
I was looking forward to some steamy s**
Smh

I want to do a good job but I can’t seem to ever do anything right. I have no idea how I haven’t been fired yet, other than simple mercy.

Where’s that razor blade when I need it!

Sick & tired of this numb, dead feeling.

Go to hell. You are more of a virus than anything. You infected his life with passivity. You infected your friends with hatred. You infected her life with self-loathing. You infected his friendships with lies. You got rid of everyone who didn’t like you and replaced everyones happiness with your...

the failure and loneliness is slowly becoming the sinigami of my life and it’s digging inside me and consuming my soul each and every drop day by day and also filling my some happy moment into a deep dark well and capturing me into b****** lifeless house.

I know you’re part of an organized crime ring btw . I know everything you’ve done .

I listen to The Chair by George Strait and I cry because I wish so dearly to have and find a love like that.

And I’ve been a committed three year long relationship.

Feeling so numb today that getting up to make something to eat is a struggle.

I think about killing myself pretty much every day. The world is such an ugly f****** place and every day things seem to get worse. There is so much hate, anger, pain and cruelty and there is nothing I can do about any of it. What’s the f****** point.

I cant deal with everything anymore im so confused and pressured at the same time u have no idea and its all by close ones and i dont understand wtf is going on with the world and why this s*** is happening. I wint be specific cause idk anyone so...

The love of my life thinks I am a s***.

All I can think about is how badly I want to harm myself.

Got wasted at an outdoor party last night, got off nicely with some girl I met, but drunk me forgot to get her number FML

so many good men are single and kind to me and here i am crushed by the one that doesn’t value me 🙁

Since B-Tech I focused on two goals – communication and applying logic using programming language though I had no specific interest in any language and was more interested in MBA or Public sector.

I tried to break up with him, but then i took it back. He was so broken, i couldn’t let him go back home in his condition. I am f****** up my life and his. I want to die

How horrible is it the biggest news of your life and you can’t call someone you thought was your best friend. Because they don’t consider you a friend at all. You you were just nothing. They wouldn’t even take my call if I tried. Please is it possible to have...

Once again fighting thoughts around self-harm & suicide. Insomnia s****.

Jita man aayega utna Facebook surf karoonga Teri maa ka bhosda Teri maa ki choot

Spent 4 years of my btech to find the worth of madarchod

Year 2012 – first time abused publicly on social media account of my ex – in madarchod bhosdiwalon ko mat suno

Since then in maa ki chut walon ko sirf aur sirf galinya de raha hoo

2020...

I’m just going to make this short and quick but basically I feel that I’m helping people a lot and trying to be nice but I just get sorrow in return and this pain is just so hard as I give advice to people who are struggling and always try...

I hate loud cars and motorcycles. No, you’re really not f****** cool at all. You’re a public nuisance and your shallowness disgusts and repulses me. Please f****** die in a car crash.

I can’t kill myself . She was supposed to kill me . It’s a little s** game we play . She shoves the ashtray right up my ——then later beats me To death with it .

Sigh .

I wonder if I will ever not feel tired again

i self harm on the daily. im 14 and iv’e been doing it since i was 10. i really dont care about my life anymore if im honest. i have a boyfriend who cares very much about me. we love each other a lot and i wouldn’t do anything to...

Belongs in my veins.

Every time a loud motorcycle drives by, it reminds me the sound of an air raid siren and my heart stops for a split second and I freeze. Others think it’s weird and I have to deal with it by myself.

Aborted a child

Where’s that exacto knife?

All I wanted was to talk again . This s****

The girl that I’m talking to right now is sleeping with someone else and is actively telling me about it. I can’t confess my feelings for her because deep down I know she wouldn’t like me that way and would want to stay as friends. It pains me so much...

I am tired. I am depleted. I am ready to be done. Suicidal fantasies have begun again: daydreaming on how to end it on my drive home from work, fielding the impulse to do it minutes before I’m expected to arrive somewhere, strategizing the cleanest and most considerate way to...

People saying s*** they dont mean, being fake nice, “games people play” pisses me off to no end. Just be genuine why dont cha. Its lame as hell when people are fake. Seriously. Makes me hate people.