All kidding aside, If you were me would you want to die? I’m tired of people telling me that suicide is selfish. My doctor gave me a lecture this morning, he said think about the people that you leave behind?But what if there really is no one? He said well...

My mind doesn’t stop. I just can’t get it to shut up. I’ve been obsessed with high grades and being top of the class since I was a child. I didn’t create that obsession, my parents did. I’m just falling apart now. I just can’t get these voices of shaming...

Two people I know died of covid yesterday and the entire state is back on lockdown . Please be careful you guys when you go out . Its pretty scary what’s going on

I understand that I sprung poly on you but ignoring me hurts..😔 .. maybe you don’t think about me. Maybe you don’t know how bad it hurts. I was a stoned,drunk,sobby mess for two weeks.! I can’t help but love you. Your soul is pure😊 I’m kinda attracted to the...

If only you thought me as your reality.
You have cherished me as your dream only hence distanced always out of reach. We could only feel the closeness in subconscious state.when love is based on intuitive feeling heart is bound to be hurt for sure.
Our beginning was...

Usually when i face time my GF her mom will come in and say hello, and be very sweet and amicable to me. I’ve always been a little bit delouse/embarrassed, because my own mother isn’t so enthusiastic with making the effort to get to know my GF. Recently my GF...

I am too weak to tell him “no”. Every time I decide I will it never works. Deep down I know what must be done, but I can’t bring myself to do it.

Another day of me wishing I wasn’t alive or that I simply didn’t exist.

you always act like I’m doing something wrong and you never actually check in on me. you know how hard it is for me because i’m on testosterone therapy and that my emotions are unstable. i feel so alone with you.

Growing up with Serein Wu in Irvine, CA was awful. She was one of the super rich, popular kids and ways bullied others. She now pretends she was unpopular and that she is such a kind soul, but she is to this day still the same mean, petty, selfish, fake,...

In May I told my girl best friend who I had been crushing on for over a year how I really felt. She told me I was just a brother to her and that she’s not ready for a relationship right now. Today she messages me to tell me about...

When I was 13/14, I got into my first “serious” relationship. Before it even started he put me through hell yet I still wanted to be with him. He chose another girl over me yet I still stayed. He kissed me then said he didn’t feel anything. We ended up...

What have I become, my sweetest friend?

He picks me everytime over and over again yet how come i feel like im never enough. Always too ugly, always too naive and innocent for him. I wish he didnt break my trust before then i wouldnt have trouble w him now. I know hes changed its been 2...

Why were we humans created ? There are so many flaws, racism, criminals, sadness, suffering.
Would have been better if there was no life or consciousness given to us to feel pain, suffering, and horror.

we were very drunk and my friend raped my wife. He had hit me twice and threatened more I was told to go to the next room and for the next two hours all I heard was her screaming and crying out then for the next hour her moaning and...

I’m addicted to p***. I can’t remember the last time I’ve rubbed one out without p***. It’s been years. This is so unhealthy, I need to stop. I just can’t

Mr L, I hope you f*** yourself really hard till you find your a*** bleeding with buckets of sperm and blood. I hope you feel the pain for a long long time for hurting and traumatising me.

Don’t worry , I will be there to help you bleed using a...

If I was a cutter, wherever I cut would look like train tracks. Just so emotionally numb right now.

You don’t know it but you broke my heart. I thought I had finally found someone who cared. Not sure how I could have been so naive

i don’t know what to do anymore. how is it possible to feel so much but so little at the same time. only my best friend knows how i feel and shes only seen the tip of the iceberg. im a waste of space, time and money. everyone knows me...

From the very moment I was born and became aware of myself, my surroundings and my place in the world — I’ve wanted to kill myself. I’ve tried several times from novice attempt as a preschooler to swallow a whole bottle of Flintstone vitamins to consuming a whole bottle of...

i still love you. i still want you. you’re literally the most important person to me but I am nothing to you.

I wish I never existed

Nooo I want Mama Bear ….why did you people send the 12 year old back ? Sigh 😔

i just want to be happy and feel loved but i can’t quite seem to get it

Well we can still cuddle … It can be cheap meaningless, . And you can still hate me to hell I don’t mind 🙂

i want all the pain to stop. i want all the pain to stop.i want all the pain to stop.i want all the pain to stop.i want all the pain to stop.i want all the pain to stop.i want all the pain to stop.i want all the pain to stop.i...

Dreams have become nothing but dead weight

Making my feet bleed as my life drags me through everything I never wanted to be.

Things I never wanted to be but had to in order make ends meet

And at the end of it all, the only end I’ve...

Lying about being in court tomorrow for what reason?! F****** fed up of your lies.

I have phimosis and thanks to the horrid treatment of s** Ed in this country i probably have an infection too. I can’t wait till I’m independent so I can just go to a doctor to get it treated instead of being barraged by denial by my Asian parents.

I feel so stupid sometimes. I’ve been trying to get a remote/virtaul internship but couldn’t qualify for any of them, so I tried looking for a remote job for the past week. But I’m not qualified for any of them, and I can’t even understand half of the stuff that...

recently i’ve been having a rough few days and i was scared that the depression was getting worse and it was and i started having suicidal thoughts again and i just didn’t want to accept that but here i am. i feel so alone, i’ve lost everyone, i feel so...

Youssef?

I need a mental help. I want to get better. I feel like drowning in a deep sea. Everything is pitch black. I want my life back. I miss the old me. I hate myself now. I’m hurting inside but no one care. No one ever did. I’m always not...

I still want you.

This is kind sad I guess.

At first I was social and I had friends, then school ended and I didn’t see anyone for days, weeks. I stopped eating, showering, because why bother? Nobody’s gonna see me anyway, I don’t need energy to go out, because I don’t go out....

i am in love with my best friend, sam. we arent best best friends but we are close. i think. he is really funny, caring.. but my other best friend likes him. she says shes joking but i honestly dont think she is. she was asking for his number and...

Quarentine made me fat.
Ive gained like 12 pounds.
I miss being skinny 🙁

i feel hurt. Like a bullet left a hole in my heart just like my dream the day we kissed and met.