I kind of want to die. I’m 15. There are many reasons for this. I’ve had a long history of disappointing and failing others, and for some reason I don’t fix it, so I already feel crappy about myself as a person. I’ve also always had a complex my whole...

hey, i am still not over an event that happened to me 3 years ago. it affected me in ways i can not explain. my family friend s******* assaulted me. i have never said he has “s******* assaulted” me out loud but i have told my parents what happened. they...

I get so angry. I have adhd but that just makes it worse. In the moment I cant even think. My parents have pretty strict rules, but I needed my phone for an assignment. but before I could have it they had to check my room, closet, bathroom, hallway etc....

I’ve been s******* abused and harassed and never told anyone.

by 4 different people.

When I was 7, when I was 8, when i was 12 and when i was 15.

I didnt know what they were doing when i was little. I couldn’t stop anything when i was older.

My friends leave me out everyday in school. Since quarantine, they haven’t checked how I’m doing. I have to start every conversation (on my phone not irl) and they answer with one or two texts or just leave me on read. One of my friends have gone to Poland, and...

There’s no point in trying to be the best if you do at 70, nothing matters into the darkness of death. Listening to live music is the only way to not feel alone yet it’s the most isolating thing ever

I’ve felt trapped in my own life for a year now. I’ve been wanting to commit suicide but can’t bring myself to hurt those around me. I want them to hate me, I want them to wish I was dead. I don’t even want to be happy anymore I just...

Once you have s**, you’re no longer a virgin.. and you’re crossing over to the life of having s**.. but if you don’t have s**.. and you’re still a virgin, you’re on this sexless life.. And it feels good being on the sexless life right now.. but what happens when...

I wish I wasn’t so afraid to die. Life is a lot more scarier.

I had a dream I was raped and it made it hard for me to have s** with my bf for a little while. Despite him expressing that me watching p*** makes him uncomfortable, it was the only way for me to feel more at ease having s** with him...

I went through family issues for you. I showed you love you never had before. I cried days and nights for you, I loved you so so much. I loved you endlessly and I chose you over so many things. I did tell you to move on, to be friends,...

i haven’t been able to cry in so long i genuinely question if it’s worth it to even try to act like i feel anything anymore. i’m so numb to what’s going on but i feel it so deeply at the same time. everyone i’ve tried to talk to about...

i don’t want to love you like this. i love you so much and there’s nothing i can do about it. but you don’t love me. you’re only with me because you’re lonely. one day you’re going to leave and i’ll be ruined. i love you so much.

So we all agree that people don’t communicate correctly and when someone asks you to be honest you should. Right? Well for someone like me it triggers anxiety and put on the (spot feeling). Witch also plays well with the Depression,Schizophrenia. On top of that the Asthma makes me short...

I am in love with a 22 yr woman, and I’m a 48 yr old man.
It’s not infatuation or a crush, I know the difference.
Her and I have been off and on friends for 4 yrs….best friends oddly at one point.
We’ve not slept together....

I am so angry. I did this to myself.

Before I know them, I have undivided thoughts that relationship is as strong as a steel. I was wrong. The most fragile thing in this world, it’s relationship.It’s love. Do not try to question its fragility. It’s too fragile. Do not test them. You’ll end up disappointment. You’ll regret. Even...

I get anxious a lot due to my fear of being cancelled. My dream job is very much in the public eye and although I haven’t done anything terrible online, I feel as if there’s enough to be exposed for. I think this may be an irrational fear.

My ex used to hurt me, physically and mentally for over 2 years. I am in a new relationship right now and I love him but its different. I feel lost.

It’s like my life revolves around my family trauma and dysfunction. I can’t even enjoy my f****** life or live it because I have to take care of my parents.

I just can’t ever look at my dad or my mom the same again. But especially my dad. Another painful part is that they arent financially stable and I dont want to live with them (which would make things a lot easier for everyone financially), they don’t even really want...

im not scared to death, but im deeply afraid of what comes after it

I am now 50 years old. I have no children, nor will I. I am not good at anything, just okay at a lot of things. I will never leave any legacy, and no one will remember me when I die. My entire life has been, and will be, completely...

He let his emotions get the best of him and left before he completed the program the first time. Now he has to go through it all again.. and so do I. When he talks about leaving again for six weeks I start to panic. I know he needs to...

I am an idiot. I want to end my life. I am tired of living. I cannot tell anyone. I do not want help.

i met this guy, he told me he loved me, made me feel special, told me i was amazing. now he’s ignoring me, he’s acting like i don’t exist and it hurts, it hurts a lot.
the thing is, i’m embarrassed for falling for him, i haven’t told anyone...

I wish you would’ve liked me back even as a friend. I’m probably not even a speck in your thoughts it’s so weird how I still think about and miss you

I was over a year and a half clean of self harm but today things got too much and I relapsed. This is gonna sound horrible but it felt like a weight was off my chest and I felt better than I have in weeks. I’m not sure I’ll be...

it’s so hard to be happy

i introduced my (now ex) to my best friend 2 years ago. they got together. recently she called me crying over the phone and we spoke for a while, apparently they’d been having problems and she wanted my opinion on how he was acting. i told her, he was being...

I’ve been a nice and caring and helpful guy all of my adult life. I had some behavioral issues when I was a teenager but I matured and moved on. In my almost 40 years of living, I have dealt with so much emotional abuse and putting down from friends,...

What I wouldn’t give to cut my vein open with an exacto knife.

i miss him so much.

my dad has so bad anger issues n just idk bro everything hurts so bad he yells at me all the time and this has been going on for almost 2 years even since my mom left, and he no longer can take his anger out on her. any one...

I cried about you today again, A. I don’t know if I miss you or if im just attached. I blocked you and your new girlfriend on all social media. F*** you both for hurting me

Prestonian ate two Big Bufords off my d*** shish kebab style. I hate a cold sprite for him but he said he drinks only Golden Ale & I unloaded about a pint of piss he guzzled down.

– Gerald McRainey

I live comfortably, with a big house, money, and nobody in my family ever went through hardships. Yet I feel alone, nobody really ever notices me or my accomplishments, and when they do I’m mocked for them. The truth is I wanna die and be reincarnated into a loving family...

PLEASE I JUST WANT TO FEEL HAPPY I WANT TO BE IN LOVE AVAIN I WANT TO FEEL AT HOME PLEASE GOD . I WANT TO BE HAPPY WITH MYSELF I LOVE YOU I HATE MYSELF I WANT TO DIE. DO YOU EVEN RJSO9E838I3V43VEHJAKAKANEVEU38388RFGDBEIE98E

Uh oh, did somone declare herpes?

I’m an epic failure who doesn’t deserve to be alive.