HE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO ACTUALLY GIVES A F*** ABOUT ME. ☹️

kaha se start karu samaj nahi ata.. bas koye ho jo mujay samaj . jab se peeyesh gya bohot bigad gaya aisa lag raha hai . i curse my life. pakka woh baduva de raha hoga mujay. 2 saal hogaya i dint smile yet.thing are not going accoding to me.....

My therapist really did hang them self. As a matter of fact the last thing I remember him saying to me after he smacked himself in the face and was like f*** not this s*** again… With something to the extent of “you know what just talk to the b****...

Feel like cutting myself.

I know we are both married. I still can’t help but feel like you are my person. My heart wants you. I sure wish things were different. You are amazing. ♥️

lockdown is tearing away at my mental health. Ive been having increasingly violent daydreams about taking a sharp object and cruelly stabbing my fahter to death. And while i would truly enjoy doing that, he’s not worth going to jail for. I feel overwhelmed by academics, both from school and...

All I want to do is stare at the blank spot on the wall & ceiling. Feeling numb & dead inside.

I hate you husband! You are lousy and unhelpful. Our son is your son too, I can’t deal with autistic child 24/7 and take care of your needs and house!!!!!

I know you can’t go to your mother to lick her p**** clean due to pandemic. So you have this...

I never asked to be born

Existing is so painful. I don’t remember the last time I was happy
Does such a thing really exist? I’ve spent my whole life trying to numb myself from my sadness

But it’s always there and it’s so painful and I...

I’m in chronic pain and I’m thinking about killing myself but i don’t wanna die tho

I love her, I’m so sorry

I still love you 😞

Love hurts so much.. it’s like we became joker and harley and that makes me sad cause I really loved you and I knew that you love me deep down too but now I don’t even know if we can be together anymore cause of this reason and other reasons...

I thought we had a thing going. It feels like the best friendship ever. My heart feels warm around you. You suddenly got really busy, i understand. I’m ok with rescheduling our meet ups. Then you had a gathering with a bunch of other friends… when we could have met....

I am tired of saving my beloved ones from others… I got too late to discover that it’s the beloved one’s intention not to stay only fir me… And any one else could be accountable… Good thing is that 10 year was also a making of male flyer… It’s time...

I miss my h**** psycho girlfriend who used to always be up for s** and would always initiate s** if I didn’t and I never had to worry about rejection. Even if she wasnt’ in the mood she’d get me next time.

Wish I didn’t exist. The world’s a better place without me.

Feels like my husband only touches me for s**. I crave love. I want to hold hands just to be close but his phone seems to be more important. I want to snuggle at bedtime but he’s too hot. I want him to rub his hands through my hair but...

I miss the accent and that awful goingtodieoflungcancer smokers cough .
Sigh

Is he my twin flame? 🙁

The only reason I haven’t tried to get medications is because I’d finally have the energy to go through with it.

I cannot find a single part of my family or friends life that wouldn’t be improved by me not being there. I’m probably better of dead

Didn’t sleep well. Just want to harm myself and/or end it all.

I’m going to murder my b**** of an ex, what she did to me ruined my life and I will never forgive her. I would rather spend the rest of my life in prison with her dead than know that she is living a happy life without me, the happy...

My s** life makes me want to kill myself. I know I’m not unattractive but I hate my body and how I look. I have a beautiful boyfriend who doesn’t want to touch me. He doesn’t know that I know, but he messages his very attractive ex’s behind my back...

You think that no one cares what you think, or that you even exist. I do, and I’d tell you that, but it’s not enough. You convince yourself that everyone hates you or judges you, when actually you’re an amazing, caring, handsome, strong young man who could make a difference....

In a work meeting & fighting thoughts of wanting to harm myself. Thank god for zoom & the option to turn off the video.

((HUG))
I hope someday you can find someone that loves and accepts you the way you are!

Not sure why this even hurts, all it does is remind me what an idiot I am for believing something could go differently. It’s that b******* Einstein insanity quote thing, thinking that a different outcome can result from doing the same thing/making the same mistake. Short form back story, I...

to the one with an a** hole boyfriend: Dump his sorry a** he is probably cheating on you and accusing you so then he could use it to justify his cheating it won’t last like this.. cause IF hes not cheating yet he probably will be soon, and if he...

Every time my boyfriend accuses me of cheating I pull away from him a little bit more. I don’t want to text, I don’t want to hang out, I don’t want to say ‘I love you’. I start regretting everything because mentally and emotionally I can’t handle his behavior. It...

She won’t just maintain her relationship with her friendships. She’s obsessing over him! I barely talk to her since she’s too busy texting, calling or talking about him. She always has to brag about him and how he’s so sweet and she won’t care to understand the pain it causes...

I’ve been scrolling the deep/dark web for a while now and I’ve seen unimaginable things (as expected) and it never really bothered me, which honestly makes me feel insane do the the fact that i show little to no emotion other than happyness. I’ve seen child p*rnography multiple times which...

Not a cutter, but I think about it regularly. So much emotional pain.

My sister struggles with depression. I watch her cry almost everyday. My parents found a knife hidden in her room. She wants to hurt herself. It hurts me everyday seeing her suffer. I don’t think I can take it anymore. But I have to stay strong for her.

My partner is an alcoholic and being forced into rehab. If they can’t complete this I don’t know where we’ll stand. Missing your cats and wanting to take care of your weed plants isn’t enough of a reason to screw the life you claim to want with me. Enough. You’re...

I have always wanted to be a famous actress since I was 5, I want to star in movies, tv shows, Netflix series, but I never pursued it because I was so insecure, I feel like I’ve wasted my time, I’m 14 now, and I still want to do that...

ive been depressed for so long and i dont know how to deal with it on one hand i want to let people know but on the other i dont want to be that one person that goes on about how they have depression and its everyone else problem ive...

Just got a cat and no one is here to congratulate me. Even him. I thought he would put our problems aside and be there for me. This was supposed to be one of the happiest days of my life and I feel incredibly lonely.

i jacked it to the i***** r*** scene in metamorphosis