When i was 15,i finially made my First Holy Communion in the class of 2nd graders.Just like the little girls, i had to follow the dress code and wear a poofy,short sleeve,knee length communion dress and veil with lace anklets and white maryjane shoes and under my dress,the required cloth diaper and rubberpants and white tee shirt.After my party my parents left to take my relatives to the airport,so i was home alone.The boy whom i had a crush on,Eric,was 16 and he came over and brought me a card. He told me how cute and little girlish i looked,then we started kissing.He put his hand up under the back of my dress and felt my diaper and rubberpants and asked me why i was wearing them and i told him they are required under the communion dresses.He got aroused,undid his pants and pulled them down along with his under shorts,then pushed me to my knees,then shoved his hard p**** into my mouth and told me to s*** it! I had never given oral s** before,so i did the best i could! He came in my mouth a few minutes later,and he made me swallow his s**** which almost made me puke! He made me s*** him for a few more minutes,then he was done.I got back up and we talked for a few more minutes,then he left.I had the taste of his s**** on my breath for quite a while!That was my true experience of giving my first oral s**!
In middle school in 6th grade I stalked and 8th grader I knew everything about him and he found out and called me crazy and rejected me
I am a 67 yr old married woman and I fantasise and m********* EVERY DAY about being brutally gang raped by lots of old fat ugly dirty nasty men….it makes me o***** almost immediately…there are sometimes variations in the location and things they do, but it is BRUTAL R*** and I love it…I want it in real life
My husband is an OTR trucker, gone about three weeks a month. I give him my dirty underwear for those long lonely nights. He brings them home crusty, in a bag.
Go f*** yourself Natasha!
***Daisy is Triggered 🙂
“You said our friendship was precious but you went and killed our bond. I still think the world of you, but it doesn’t change that you’ve hurt me.”
Natasha: “I treasured you. Our friendship meant so much to me. And despite that you said you treasured us, your actions really showed that I meant nothing to you.”
Reply From Daisy!: F*** you Natasha! F*** YOU!
I don’t think I’ll make it through this weekend
I f****** hate life. no one knows how much I truly do. every hour of every day. Lonely and suicidal.
i dont want to be alive anymore. its become clear this year that theres nothing left here for me.
Got scammed at work. I was assured that I won’t lose my job over this and what we lost was just pocket money and not to worry about it, but I still feel f****** awful and so f****** stupid.
I wish I had the guts to kidnap you and keep you in my basement. Maybe then you would love me. Like they do in Stockholm.
Please listen to Joel Osteen. It might not help you. But it could help your nieghbor.
It is just not worth the effort any more.
Oh sorry. Not life, I meant p**** just isn’t worth the effort any more. Tbh never has been.
my life is awful. no matter how much I try to convince myself in those fleeting moments of contentness and happiness that everything is just fine. It s****. It needs alot of work.
I got into an argument with both my mom and sister. Honestly I doubt anyones gonna reply but i also just want someone to be straight up and say who’s in the wrong. When I got back home after school, I saw my grandma over. She’s an older lady, near...
My dad and I got into a pretty serious fight which resulted in him disowning me. It feels like when you’re a kid and you’re super proud of swimming in the pool because it’s “deep”. Your parent is right there telling you great job. Then as you get older you...
After the injury 6 years ago, everything changed. I haven’t known a moment without pain since then except for being under for various surgeries. Once the people in my life figured out I could no longer be of any use to them, financially or physically, they all disappeared. I’ve become...
Good bye perverts.
I fucked up. I checked my ex fiancé’s socials and she’s doing great, looking great. I should be happy for her but it honestly made me feel like a big loser. I want to kill myself.
im a victim of abuse.
I’m scared of dl men, so im gonna be celibate. My mom hates me and I had so much tramua in my childhood so i’d rather save myself the trouble of meeting and ending up marrying someone who doesn’t even love me or want me. I’ll just wait till I...
The time my dad had a mental break down. I feel like I need to share this because I cant forget or get it off my chest. This was about 5 years ago. At the time I was living in fortlauder Dale and I could say my life was pretty...
I love some one married. He also said that he love me. We both have wonderful time together. But after certain of a time i see some changes in his behaviour. I asked many times. After one day i got to know that his wife is pregnant. I confess to...
this site is getting really sick no wonder i rarely come here any more.
everyone tells me my life is gonna get worse and im starting to seriously believe them.
I’m thinking about the plan that I made a few years ago. I would kill myself when I turned 18, because I’m a useless member of society that can barely function with my mental disorders. I don’t think I really want to die, I just feel so incredibly useless that...
I want to kill myself, but I don’t because I know it would cause too much stress on my family and I can’t bear the thought of them going through that. I still want to die, but I don’t know what to do.
when i was 7 i got molested by my babysitter who was a close family friend until i was 10. he raped me when i was 11 and started to gang r*** me with his friends until i was 14. the entire time i didn’t tell anyone because he told...
the Lack of a s** life is making me want to kill myself. I feel like something is wrong with me.
someone needs to make a piece of abstract art in the style of the last supper and call it Mingling Uglies
I do not smoke or drink . I hope my liver can heal. I hope my kidneys aren’t bad from diabetes. I m nervous.
My gram had liver damage for years . so much so her finger nails turned yellow. She died of liver cancer. I m nervous. I worry I might follow in her footsteps.
I know I have liver damage. Its not bad enough yet. I hope I can turn this around. I wanna heal.
I hope kidneys are ok. I m nervous. Scared .
My soul is so tired. Worn out. This routine is absolutely decimating me. I don’t want this terrible life anymore.
I wonder when these suicidal feelings will go away. Or when I’m going to act on them.
Nigy let er
BOYCOTT CHINA, DEPORT THE CHINESE BACK TO SHITHOLE CHINA AND THEN NUKE CHINA and DO WHATEVER YOU WANT TO THE FUGLY DISGUSTING CHINESE TERRORISTS THAT WILL KILL THEM DEAD AND GONE FOREVER!!! #So happy that many chinese dropped dead so far with their own virus. #Make a deadly virus that...
My boyfriend asked about something I’m insecure about and didn’t like the answer I gave, I thought he didn’t mind how my body is.
M**** P** R******* D***, God f****** damn you. I Hate you so much.
But I love you too.
I don’t know why I love and hate you. I can’t make up my mind.
I romanticize and get all giddy with every interaction we have but you don’t think anything of...
hi
Did you think about me before you took the pills that night?
I am going to Cali from Idaho I hope it goes well. I am pained that I’ll have to do schoolwork while there instead of being with my family because of my college courses. Preparatory schools can have many opportunities for education but it leaves little opportunity for building social...
There are so many things im dying to say to you that I probably will never say. Its going to crush me the rest of my existance.