Wish I had the guts to kill myself.

I think often about how much I hate myself & would like to take my own life. Too bad I don’t have the guts to do it :’( .

white supremacy is just self hate. blacks are just a convenient target because bigots are too f****** stupid to hate anything more complicated such as illiteracy or personal shortcomings. Friggin zombies.

dear george mani i miss you soooo much

I think I’m falling in love with someone else. My boyfriend was cruel to me for the longest and this other guy is so nice and it’s making me melt and now I can’t be around him without my heart pounding and my face going red. He’s invited me out...

Jai Mata Di!
You know I was always right!

Please choose me..

I dont want to be a mother anymore. Well, I know it’s a fleeting thought. 2 boys screaming when its past bed time sink full of dirty dishes for 2 weeks straight. Theres SO MUCH more I could say… but sometimes I daydream about being an actual person again. To...

I am so tired of worrying about my weight. A necessary surgery is being held hostage until I hit a particular B(ullshit)MI based target. I’m eating less than 1K calories a day. I’m avoiding carbs and sugar. I’m walking at least 3 miles a week. I’m drinking 2liters of water...

Sometimes I’ll smell something and it will remind me of him.I know that we weren’t in love,I know I didn’t love him so why do I miss him so much.I wish he could’ve done something horrible to me so I could hate him and never think of him again

i almost killed myself last night

I feel like vomiting

I miss you Upendera I know u don’t because u move on me too but still miss you and want to talk to you hope some day we talk there no chance but I want to ….

I wish you were writing “I love you” everywhere on the internet. Here, there, everywhere. You let everybody know.
Huh, pity me! You said the opposite and let everybody know that you don’t love me. You are such a coward and cheater!

I want you out of my life you f****** ignoramus cow! You try to control every f****** thing I do. I hate you and I wish you would die. A painless death, but die nonetheless. All you have ever caused me is pain and torture. I hate your f****** guts.

I was raised by a controlling father, so I HATE his guts tremendously! I hate my family, peers, and people because I was rejected for being different. I am an introvert and people rejected me for not being outgoing and talkative like everyone else. So I hate humans and I...

i wish one of you would finally realize that im so f****** tired of you guys inviting me places just so you have a cover from your parents to kiss like every ten seconds. yeah i say im fine with it but im really not. honestly i dont even think...

Waking up feeling numb & wishing I didn’t exist is the norm for me.

Jai mata di 🙏

I don’t think that my facial skin is that bad.But because of my facial bone structure thats very prominent and strong.It makes them looks rough and edgy.I hate it,no to mentioned my broad jaws,long face and small forhead,broad strong shoulders,5’1 height many more.I just hate my physique,overall.I just f****** wanted...

I’m in the happiest relationship of my life, but my “friend” Jett just can’t be happy for me. It hurts me so f****** much that he goes to such levels to be a d*** just because I’m in a relationship with someone other than him. He’s liked me since he...

they are strangers now.Even if they died I wouldn’t care,they don’t deserve my empathy yet…why I’m so deeply hurting?They were never here for me even…even when they were at home so why OUT OF ALL the times I could think of this things it’s now.
WHY?WHY OUT OF ALL...

I’m hating lockdown, every time I hear stricer measures or new rules on the news my heart starts beating hard and fast, its these lockdowns that scare me the most. Unemployed and idle for months on end, all the skills I learned in college becoming f****** useless. Using marijuana and...

Karma strikes. My fifth grade classmate, he thought I was his toy. In some ways, I was. He brought me to a tree and sat on my lap. He just sat still, nothing freaky, though it was freaky. He used me bad. But I was vulnerable and did not know...

No one outside my family knows, but I will most likely die in the next few years. It hurts to hear my peers go on about their college plans, and how happy my family is that I will be the first college student in out family, when I probably won’t...

I think that I’m my moms least favorite.

My husband cheated on me and then gave me COVID. I wish I would die from the virus bc it feels I have nothing left to live for.

I’m on my period so we can’t have s**. He jerked off and I’m… sad. I was asleep. He shouldn’t have told me. I feel useless.

To: We Added Some Details to Getty Photos of Those Terrorists Who Stormed the U.S. Capitol Gotta know thy enemy.
Me: did I mention it was a “Fake Post”, but “us” not being “Republicans”, who cares anyway?
The rest of my posts regarding this matter are however fact.

Feeling numb & miserable.

i hope lock down keeps going for the year again.

I’m feeling soo ashamed of my white race. I never knew how the boys treated so many women . I never knew how hateful their locker room talk was. I had no idea of such hate and disrespect they showed toward women.

It’d be nice if you’d stop using my special dishware and then damaging it through improper care and washing. Some of the things you’ve broken or ruined were gifts.

jezabel spirit has hit michicer potty mouth. all these sleaze bag s** jokes is pathetic from a ugly psychopath mongaloid unidentifiable beast of the swamp. slushes for kids all over is funny. glad I not a momma and poppa. go pop your own fart shitface.

nothing around me feels real anymore and it scares me that most of the time if i ask myself “what if i died right now?” i don’t feel anything but i’d feel bad to leave my friends and they’re really the only people that are keeping me tethered to this...

be careful of love freaks , love junkies, love bombing and beware of the devils of churches and companies who will hug you while stealing from you and they are demons after your money and power and want to s** toy your man. they are the virus. if she keeps...

I agree with the woman talking about the abusiveness of men. I just do. I wish to God you were wrong. But you aren’t. Our mom’s unknowingly raised us girls to “Be seen but not heard”. Only a few men seem to truly care about our minds. Our thoughts. Our...

As a woman, seeing the way my brothers treat their women/Significant others and how me and my sister choose our partner pains me. It made me realize that my mother raised my brothers to be very unforgiving and selfish. They have a heightened opinion of themselves and they do not...

With any luck okay hit by a transport before I make it to work. I’ve never hated a job so much. I never used to hate my job like this. It’s killing me. I’m about to kill myself and end it all. I’m never happy anymore oh, not that I...

Seven billion people on the world and I had to have kids with you.