I’m back to hating myself and my life again. Haven’t felt this way since 2018. I’m afraid no amount of meditation can fix it this time. I’m all meditated out. If i could kill myself i would. Should have done it when i had the chance.

I meant it when I said til death do us part. Even after he left me, I never strayed.

I’ve never regretted that decision. But, some days, it hurts that I don’t get to be a widow.

I masterbaited to 12 year olds (f*** you Japan)

Yet another day of me wanting to kill myself.

Wtf! Someone calls you but your hands are full and you can’t answer, you call them back 5 mins later and they don’t answer, just to be an a**. That’s the kind of games I will not flippin’ play with these dudes, f***** grow up.

I wish I could have my husband’s brother instead. Holding onto it is suffering but I’ll never let it go. I feel no guilt, only longing and ever-growing bitterness.

Want to slit my wrists. Cut that vein(s) right open.

I miss you Todd. I wish we could have been good friends and maybe even more….

i really want to kill myself i genuinely hate everyone i know my sister is a f****** brag my father is an a****** my mother is an absolute b**** and i have a sorry excuse for a brother i hate my friends i hate my ex i hate myself i...

I wake up everyday feeling numb, wishing I didn’t exist & sometimes wishing I had the guts to kill myself.

I really really want someone in my life. Im so lonely.

How come you barely eat anything, but become a f****** fatass whenever it involves food that was specifically for me!?

I took your advice. I applied for a job today. I really hope I get it so that I can have something better to do than to post dumb s*** on this site all day long. I use various different wifis to make back to back posts. I pretend to...

Feel like killing myself again. What else is new 🤷🏻‍♀️?

I have been stealing my neighbour’s wifi just to obtain an alternative IP so that I can post a scathing response to a controversial post I made. I am not well. I actually just did to make this post.

I took your advice. I applied for a job today. I really hope I get it so that I can have something better to do than to post dumb s*** on this site all day long. I use various different wifis to make back to back posts. I pretend to...

My roommate doesn’t take my feelings seriously when I say something has happened to me. She just proceeded to repeatedly make jokes about me swearing that I was absolutely sure of something I witnessed and then decided to tell me to stop being pissy when I wasn’t laughing with her...

my brother s******* assaulted me when we were kids and i can’t tell anyone because they wouldn’t believe me or it would make them uncomfortable

I took your advice. I applied for a job today. I really hope I get it so that I can have something better to do than to post dumb s*** on this site all day long. I use various different wifis to make back to back posts. I pretend to...

I took your advice. I applied for a job today. I really hope I get it so that I can have something better to do than to post dumb s*** on this site all day long. I use various different wifis to make back to back posts. I pretend to...

you have no f****** idea what i had to fight for in my life…….

Life is getting worse…I wish I knew how to change things….

Having thoughts of cutting my vein open.

i’m an inch away from killing myself

I guess I’m really mad at you. I’m sorry. I can’t help it. You leave me for so damn long to handle all of this by myself and I know you don’t want to, but you could’ve been home today if you just set a boundary. It’s the way it’s...

I’m starting to see no point in going on. Every day the same s***. Every day getting f****** nowhere. God I wish she’d just die a peaceful death and let me be free. I’m sick of her hateful b*******. She’s disgusting and warped. And I’m sick of waiting for you,...

I appreciate having a chance to talk to talk to our mutual friend in a setting where you couldn’t read over my shoulder or eavesdrop, because he was able to confirm my fears about how you treated me and gaslit me. I’ll be so glad to have you gone.

My neighbor is a nosey f****** dyke

Im suffering and NOBODY CARES!….

setiap hari aku cakap kat diri aku yang esok aku akan jadi lebih baik tapi apakan daya aku masih manusia jijik yang sama. Aku nak dekatkan aku diri aku dengan-Nya. Sejujurnya nak lengkapkan solat lima waktu pun aku belum lepas lagi… kenapa aku teruk sangat… ada banyak lagi aib aku...

There is no greater salvation from the impending death of the earth. We hold no power to stop it, the rich are going to the moon whilst we sit here with the ocean aflame by their own greed and the air choking on it self. There is no greater salvation,...

I want to starve myself to death.

You wanna call me fat? Well, now you can watch me die slowly and know there’s nothing you can do about it.

What pisses me off though is that before you look sick, you look hot. You get attention because you lost weight....

So covid was responsible for every death with covid but the vaccine wasn’t responsible for every vaccine death eh?

LOGIC how does it work?– liberals

Great, the old hag has entered the chat. Cya

coming from a Brit the fact r*** victims in US have to be charged medical bills from that r*** is f****** bs

I love my first cousin. She was my first kiss/love, we had a peculiar kind of relationship.
When we are kids we used to do some stuff which was seen as wrong, we were physically intimate until the age of 17, it’s been 6 years since we had last...

I love my husband but he refuse me keep telling me that I am big fat lazy good for nothing. Since the beginning I told him this is who I am and we married.
Honestly I am not lazy, I even work 2 jobs and extra hrs to support...

i want to be happy so badly…but i know it wont ever happen.

When I was about 10 years old, my best friend and I were walking back home, talking and holding hands, as children do, when I spotted my grandma looking at us through the window. When my friend and I parted ways, my grandma ushered me inside and told me that...

I no longer have the energy to wait for you to be ready to actually receive the support you demand. That is something only you can fix.