You will not be redeemed. You will not have a sweeping narrative arc towards salvation. You will die weak and diseased.

like ur mom

Why do some people say “ideal” instead of “idea”?? Idea has to be the easiest word in the English language. It makes me lmao and they end up just looking at me like I’m nuts. Jesus, I can’t help it, I always ask them to repeat it too. 🤣

Yet another day of me wanting to harm and/or kill myself. It’s been the new normal for awhile now.

I deserve better. so much better. why do i put up with this torment and disrespect?…..

I CURSE THE GIST FAMILY OF SOUTH CAROLINA-JVANT, BETTE, FRANCYS, PENNEY, ALETHA, ROMEO, STANLEY. TOMMY. I CURSE THEM ALL. I PRAY THAT THEY ALL DIE SOON.

Really fascinated with the idea of throwing myself off the balcony. Too bad I’m afraid of heights & death.

i’m so exhausted of living. i’m only a kid. everyday feels so repeating. i wake up very late everyday unmotivated to get anything done, then moments later my mum wakes up and heads off to work leaving me all alone at home. i’m always alone in the end. my brother...

The only time I get reprieve from my suicidal thoughts is when I’m sleeping.

I feel dead inside, anger inside me pushes away everyone I love, and eventually, I am all alone. suicidal thoughts all the time, I wish I could call someone and tell them how i feel

Feel like sticking something very sharp into my vein.

Wish I had the guts to kill myself. Scary, but true.

Is getting spitroasted macho? Hell yes it is! Any limp wristed Nancy boy (like a Corvallus type) can f*** a soft wet p**** but it takes a real tough hombre to offer your mouth and a** to two hung and h**** men and say “enjoy yourselves I’m just gonna be...

I wonder what would you do if you have to suffer what I am suffering because of you for only 10 minutes. Would you ever do this to me? Would you dare to live?

God…? There is no god.

Thinking of self harm. Back to sleep I go.

The self harm & suicidal thoughts are about to start yet again.

I don’t want to live anymore.

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Trying to fight these thoughts around self-harm.

My coveted dream is lost forever.

Please come back… please

I honestly believe I should have been a woman. I wish I would have been born a girl. Inside I feel like a woman. I don’t know what to do!!! I pray that when I die I come back as the woman that I was meant to be!!!

Siren…The more time passes, the less I function.. The more time passes, the more I want to kill you for all these wasted years.. This fire burns perpetually brighter, consuming my soul as fuel.. We don’t get tired, we get even. You had to mock me right before a tragedy...

Corvallus is a ratsoup b****** he came in my a** at the Rainbow Playhouse then splashed hot french onion soup all over my a*** and balls they had to call an ambulance for me and take me to the ER Corvallus you b****** you use people for s** and comfort

My maternal family in South Carolina live off others. They want other people to support them. They have been living free for 1 century. They don’t care about other people but themselves. They are parasites & leeches. They don’t believe in doing for themselves. They are bloodsuckers who delight in...

i hate how my demisexual leanings lead me down the path of discovering how much i adore and want to get to know someone and suddenly bam! inappropriate feelings happen but by then id know them enough that they are unavailable etc. i hate how he is such a good...

You’re not right for me. Everything about you is frustrating & difficult. I’ve been through enough in my life. The rest of my days will be spend with someone who is easy to talk to & makes me feel understood. Im not spending another second of my life stressing over...

I never said it before but I’m crazy jealous of my friend because he has a girlfriend and I don’t. last time we went out I was wishing he’d get hit by a car and dies so that I could swoop in there and have the girl date me instead...

My life s****. I want to believe it doesn’t but it does. Soo bad. My family has good genes and are all very attractive. When I was a kid a bad habit ruined my face structure and it fucked my lower jaw and cause an overbite lol. Luckily i had...

I am so deeply hurt and broken that I feel I’m unlovable. I’ve been told over and over by those I care the most about, that no one will find me attractive. Or that I used to be so beautiful. It’s been a constant in my life for so long,...

I can’t stand you! You’re a liar, and you’ve made me a worse person. You manipulate everybody. You gas light and shift the blame onto everyone you know. You love people until they won’t agree with you anymore, and then you completely cut them off and villianize them forever. It...

Melt in my Mouth, not in your pants.

– CORVALLUS HADERACH

Feel like sticking a sharp object in my veins.

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🧿Gaslighting can occur in personal or professional relationships, and victims are targeted at the core of their being: their sense of identity and self-worth. Manipulative people who engage in gaslighting do so to attain power over their victims, either because they simply derive warped enjoyment from the act or because...

🧿Gaslighting can occur in personal or professional relationships, and victims are targeted at the core of their being: their sense of identity and self-worth. Manipulative people who engage in gaslighting do so to attain power over their victims, either because they simply derive warped enjoyment from the act or because...

🧿Gaslighting can occur in personal or professional relationships, and victims are targeted at the core of their being: their sense of identity and self-worth. Manipulative people who engage in gaslighting do so to attain power over their victims, either because they simply derive warped enjoyment from the act or because...

🧿Gaslighting can occur in personal or professional relationships, and victims are targeted at the core of their being: their sense of identity and self-worth. Manipulative people who engage in gaslighting do so to attain power over their victims, either because they simply derive warped enjoyment from the act or because...

🧿Gaslighting can occur in personal or professional relationships, and victims are targeted at the core of their being: their sense of identity and self-worth. Manipulative people who engage in gaslighting do so to attain power over their victims, either because they simply derive warped enjoyment from the act or because...

🧿Gaslighting can occur in personal or professional relationships, and victims are targeted at the core of their being: their sense of identity and self-worth. Manipulative people who engage in gaslighting do so to attain power over their victims, either because they simply derive warped enjoyment from the act or because...

🧿Gaslighting can occur in personal or professional relationships, and victims are targeted at the core of their being: their sense of identity and self-worth. Manipulative people who engage in gaslighting do so to attain power over their victims, either because they simply derive warped enjoyment from the act or because...