I always wanted to have another child. I’m 40 now, and I think I’m too old. It breaks my heart so bad, too. I only wanted to give my husband a son. 💔

Why? Because I am a 1.woman 2.smart 3.beautiful????

so petty

My life is over….

I was violently, s******* assaulted by a man 6 years ago. I never reported it to the police and now I have PTSD. I am full of guilt and fear he might still be out there hurting other girls. My guilt makes me want to take my own life. I...

It’s my birthday tomorrow, my seventeenth. I’ve never liked birthdays, I’ve learned not a lot of people do. But, my history with them is that I always end up crying somehow. Started with my thirteenth and has been consistent up until now. I just hate birthdays. They remind me of...

I hate all sin, especially greed, pride and hypocrisy. Now the world is full of greed and pride, and the religions are hypocrisy. What shall I do? Ah. The real Jesus of the 4 gospels, no more of any sin. Study and obey Him, and y’sa be free y know....

It really s**** only having one friend group. They all have other people to go to. But I don’t, their the only ones I have. It especially s**** when their all busy with their other friends and your just there. Stuck. Alone. I know they don’t do it on purpose....

I I am developing an Ed I think. I’ve stopped eating most days and I just got braces which really limit my choices off food.

I am tired just tired. This lockdown is going to kill me soon. Every day they would fight and fight for the worst reasons possible. The worst I cannot control it. I cannot solve it. I cannot alter it in any way. If anything I am just aggravating it. But...

I genuinely feel like i’m unlovable , like it doesn’t matter how hard I try no one will ever genuinely love me

Yet another day of me wishing I didn’t exist.

I’m 99% sure I’m trans but I’m super closeted. I’m very cishet masc presenting, and I hate it. I want to dress in fishnet stockings, skirts with a cute top and makeup. Since I’m living a lie, every waking moment is a nightmare of gender dysphoria, every f****** second of...

Why am I so freakin’ h****??

Simply Gaslight

You abandoned me when she caught you. Totally left me stranded to face my husband alone. I depsise you for that. You were the one who got caught, and I assume you fed her the typical b******* you always do, and she believes you were innocent. I didn’t tell my...

I hate having to pretend to be dumb.

There are people out there who are threatened by intelligence and I experienced the consequences of this first hand.

Now I downplay the amount of things I know and allow people to think they are teaching me new information. I don’t want...

I wonder how many rapists and serial killers could’ve been prevented if attractive women had just looked past their awkwardness and mental illness and relieved them of their touch starvation. Women do it to themselves by being so picky. After fifteen years of no s**, I’m about ready to start...

I want to kill myself and no body realises. Is it bad that part of me wants to do it just to show everyone that they don’t know the real me. The me that is disgusted with the way I look.

I feel like cutting my vein wide open.

i keep hurting myself for a boy i can no longer be with, i keep taking pills that are addicting, i keep feeling a sharp pain in my lungs when i think of him. i die a bit every day.

Even though I knew it was wrong, I stayed in our relationship. I went against my faith and belief in God. I did it because I thought you really loved me. Atleast cared for me. Your actions have proved you don’t. You didnt defend me, you abandoned me. Left me...

Even if I hate you sometimes, I still miss you and what I wish we had.

I am stuck in a boring job fantasizing about better jobs when I don’t even want to spend my life in a job….My job has moderate pressure…I guess that will change soon for the worse. Whatever. Still I am not satisfied. The salary is low…. literally have been criticised/joker about...

i give up. ill never be happy…

My boyfriend was too tired to have s** last night and I’m so anxious. S** calms me down. I tried flicking the bean, managed 4 times and I’m still not okay. I need him and I won’t see him until the weekend.

I hate my family.
I hate myself.
i hate that I have to live in this world.

I have a girlfriend. Sheis sweet kind funny i love her in general.. She loves me a lot too… Sometimes i wonder if my heart stopped loving her. Idk the feelings that i had in the beginning is gone-ish. But then we fought recently… Haven’t talked to her for 2...

I don’t think that my boyfriend had OCD, but he sure does think that I’m a filthy pig. It hurts because there is a this double standard to what he can do versus what I can do. He also doesn’t care about me beyond buying dinner. He cleans the house...

I don’t deserve to be alive.

I replaced my Heroine addiction 10 years ago with p**********. I’ve desensitized myself from that to the point where 8-12 yo girls how now officially turned me on.
It’s fucked. I never thought I would EVER even CONSIDER at any facet to sink to the lowest thing you can...

Badly frustrated…and time IS running out..

F*** you Mr. Sorensen for all the underage girls you’ve been creeping on in the locker room I hope you get into a horrid accident and have to live with the pain forever. If the school won’t fire you I’ll make you pay for what you’ve done.

im tired of the pain

i’m becoming more like my mom and i hate that.

I can’t stop hurting myself.

I lie to my parents about recovering from my mental illnesses. I cant bear to break their hearts, or hear “I thought you were better” or “You’re acting like your old self” again. I still have daily thoughts of hurting myself. I’ve never stopped believing that I will one day...

All you limp simps couldn’t handle this MANCUNT go back to sucking off grandpas at the hospice losers

– CORVALLUS

I KNOW WHO YOU ARE, AND I SAW WHAT YOU DID.

I bet you didn’t think you’d been caught, but you were. The question is, should I tell, or keep quiet? This would ruin you. It would ruin others, too. You pretend to be one person, but inwardly, we...

Now I just can’t trust any one. Including my family, everytime something happens they are just out to get me and tell me that I am not worth it. I got tired of hearing it long back, but the family thing comes in between. Now I’m just isolated in my...

Last night I went out on a bowling date with a healthy fit young lady that I practically became aroused by her presence that I wanted to have her. At the end of the night I wanted to kiss her but decided to hold off until we go out more....