I’ve posted before because I’m struggling and I don’t know who to talk to. It’s getting closer to my boyfriends sisters due date. I would also be due at the same time if I hadn’t had an abortion. Nobody knows but my bf and 2 of my best friends who...

Its time for me to take the end of life rx that the doctor gave me. The nurse is here with me along with my son a few friends. I will be gone in a couple of hours. Taking the med at 6pm Eastern. Goodbye to this world and we...

We agreed to stop talking yesterday night and I am not able to do anything but think about you. What is wrong with me?
I think you were more special to me than what you or I thought. It hurts so much.
Why didn’t you keep your word...

i wont have peace til im in the ground.

i know what to do, but my motivation and will to live wants me to jump off a bridge

i’ve been having breakdowns left and right

i wish i could get help

He might be meeting her material needs, but her s***** needs aren’t being met.

How to end your life without actually ending it?

Like bj or a*** how did you take care of the t*****?

Wish I had the guts to kill myself. Seriously.

Having a crush on a friend, but knowing if they say no it will be awkward for a long time. We are in a lot of friends circles so it hurts even more.

I need a new life…..f***…

Why am I so bad??? && Why is he so good?? 😫 Why won’t anyone ever choose me? What makes me so unworthy?? What did I do to deserve the back burner? When will someone care about me and my feelings?? I’m broken and alone. 💔😔🤣

I think I don’t deserve to live anymore. not because I’m a bad person, but I haven’t planned my life past 20? it’s weird being in college now when all I thought was surviving through another week or another month. I don’t know how to rely on people because I...

I keep hoping that you’ll call one day and tell me I’m not crazy. That you feel this way too. I keep hoping for the day that you’ll choose me. I know that it will likely never happen but I still keep my heart open to you. I still wait....

You know what I want.

what does it feel like to be truly happy?….

bible literally says if your dad has a good reputation and you ruin it cause he raised you wrong, he can just scrap your life and start over.

y is she not calling me already … she ditched me didn’t she? i thought i’d be able to get into her pants soon. apparently not. now i’m depressed fr

it’s like things aren’t going better for me internally

im ok

im sorta safe

nothing’s out to get me, i won’t be yelled at anymore

i won’t be abused anymore, i’m not there in that house anymore

i’m fine

im fine

im fine

but why don’t i feel fine? i...

He picks the shittiest times to start acting like an a******. WTF

I haven’t hid from you for a year. You treated me like s***. I ignored you because you were only trying to get me to cloak your sins for you—which I refuse to do. You’re an a******, and my life would’ve been better without you ever entering it. I hate...

Mental pain
I can’t release this with pain pills
I get attacked by my brain cells
Telling me to touch myself
Out of nowhere
Get a p*** site
To release the guilt
I’m done
I got to stop before it gets out...

it s**** never being enough for my brown dad. its like no matter what i do and what i achieve he’ll never be proud of me. it makes me want to give up entirely. who am i trying to please? i can’t even please myself anymore because of the fact...

I tried harder than anyone to get my ex to bragging to me about her amazing s** life. So many times I’ve moved forward just for her to pop back up and start all over again. Thanks c***, we’ll see how tough you are when I blow your brains out....

Too much pain too much suffering

i wanna die but i can’t 🙁 umm also i think that my teachers think that im faking my depression (im not) they now about it cuz i was in the hospital because of it

I feel like I’m falling for the same guy again. I’m a 18 Yr old dude and I feel like I can have my way with both boys, and girls. Of course none knows but I feel like that one boy has seen through me… All its all just in...

I was told by someone today “whatever you do from here on, don’t look back at any bowie music or photos stuff” and I am sure to never because I am sick of their abuses. Its had too much air time.

I really want to kill myself. I know how will I do it just don’t know when. I know I´m gonna hurt people that love me. I feel bad but i want them to feel sad and terrible. I love my girlfriend to the grave but I´m scared she doesn´t...

i want to give up so bad. i know i’m good and capable but nobody wants to give me a chance.i’m self-motivated but i still feel sad and lonely. when i can’t work for my dreams. My responseblities is much heavier than my age. i couldn’t get up whenever i...

I wonder how it’d feel to stick a sharp object into my vein.

They finally got my abuser out the house after years of me trying to tell them who he really is. But the damage is so severe it won’t go away instantly. My parents are such psychos that now I have to act healed & happy or they won’t believe he...

I need s** so baaaaaad.

I think of killing myself often.

One of my best friends died of Hiv, Syphilis complications over 2 years ago and today would have been his 47th birthday. He contracted Hiv in 2011 when he fell suddenly very ill. Further tests showed that he had neurosyphilis that was very advanced. They were able to treat the...

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I still love you but not in the same way. You completely broke me.

How is it so easy for you to show your f****** face on tv and on the front page of the newspaper? Were you not ashamed of being caught in a f****** affair? It’s about all I can f****** stand to see your a** plastered all over the f****** place!...

i want to behead my mom for being a f****** cheating b**** and i want to beat my dad till he dies for being a F****** ABUSIVE DRUNK P************

currently job hunting. i’m looking for a job as a sub french teacher. i go out everyday to apply in schools near and far. i’m the youngest in a large family and the only one without a stable job. i’m under so much pressure it’s crazy. my family is dysfunctional...