I love you Sarah and I need you in my life. I want to marry you and have a life worth living.

i’ve wished on stars to hold his hand, for him to hug me, for him to hang out with me, knowing damn well it’ll never happen. he has a girlfriend but i just want him to be with me.

I try to be a good person, try to not will ill upon anyone. But I hope he f****** kills himself. I hope one day he sees all that he’s done, everyone he’s hurt, and realizes that he fucked up. I hope he finally sees that it was all for...

After so many years it seems like I am the only Mr Mister fan in the entire world. Take These Broken Wings Youtube

I want to die. I don’t think I should have been born. I was a last choice from my parents and they wouldn’t been happier without me. I hope they are happy once I leave. Can’t wait. I’ve thought about killing myself so many times. Life would be better or...

I am terrified of intimacy and getting to know people, every time I try to be close to people I get painfully rejected. A person can only handle years and years of rejection until they give up on others completely and isolate themselves.

i’m gonna mess things up between us i feel it. i’m sorry i love you

I hate hate hate myself so much. My grades are slipping and I can’t do anything about it. I take validation from academics which makes my grades slipping all the worse and I don’t know how to study and I just want to die I WANT TO GO. I wish...

Berries and cream berries and cream, I think my dad has scrumptious berries and cream. I’m a dirty lad who wants his berries and cream.

I need to stop this. I will eventually be detrimental to everybody, including her and I love her more than anything else. I love every second I’m with her, I love waking up in the morning, telling her that she’s loved and valued. Platonically, sadly.

My feelings extend more...

Hmmmmm…should I jump off the balcony, throw myself under a moving vehicle or swallow a bottle of pills?

There goes my insomniac again. Cue the suicidal thoughts.

My bf is a bully and gets mad at me if I don’t approve or bully people with him

I wonder if I’m just gonna snap & off myself one day instead of just ruminating about it.

why my bf seems distant. he give me cold shoulder and no effort to comfort me when im insecure and sad. he dwel with his stress and guilty for ruining my life. told him that im ok. but tho why did he torture me with not texting me? not giving...

Just when I think this year can’t get worse…

I’m sabotaging my c*** sisters wedding.

I think about self harm & suicide at least a few times a week. Usually on the weekdays, but sometimes even on weekends. They’re fleeting thoughts, but still.

Although I do think about it during the day, the suicidal thoughts are the worst at night time. Just before I fall asleep.

I know I’m unloved and unwanted in every aspect by everyone. I should stop hoping and stop trying and stop giving so much of myself. I am no gift and have no gifts. If my current partner leaves me I know there’s not a person that would actually want to...

I’ve been depressed for a while now. Tried to commit suicide today. Didn’t work and none of my family or friends found out.

It’s been a month or two since I deleted the photo of us together from my phone. Sometimes when I was really stressed out I’d look at it for a quick dopamine hit. But it became a less than healthy coping mechanism. It’s been almost 5 years since we last...

Im doing MUCH worse than most people think. Ive been suffering immensely these past few yrs and almost nobody has any idea to the extent.

Honestly, sometimes I stay up till 2 in the morning watching TikToks thinking I could have had so many friends if I wasn’t so shy and awkward .4

i have a disability that doesn’t allow me to look like “normal” people. a friend of mine who I’ve known for 8-9 years (he has always known that i’m disabled) makes it a habit to publicly point out all of my insecurities, including my disability. he says certain parts of...

I just don’t think I want to be alive anymore. My autism impairs me to the point where forming relationships is difficult and maintaining them is impossible. It completely ruins my quality of life, and school has gotten worse and worse. My performance is poor and I’m nothing more than...

I just got harassed the other day. To summarize it, this man invaded my personal space and made me super uncomfortable. He didn’t touch me anywhere innapropriate but i still feel so gross about him touching my hand. Not to mention i told him i was a minor and hes...

Nobody respects me.

I want to die. I’m so worthless, a fatherless child. I’m an embarrassment- everything about me is disappointing. Nobody likes me. I will die alone. I want to end it all.

Jane Elizabeth Mark
48 Markland Drive, Toronto, Ontario
437-992-1155

Plz come kill me

I miss my life 2013-2019

I wish I didn’t fear heights or death.

another day of abuse and unfufillment…

I had this one friend I knew since seventh grade. We were never close until 10th grade where her dad took us to a water park. I mistook her as a good friend because on the last day of school that year, she promised me (via text) to go that...

Why do people refuse to understand? They put so much effort into fighting back and defending themselves. It’s okay to have a different opinion but respect others. And of course, there’s exceptions to this statement. Gotta be clear with everything you say it seems.

I always regret opening up to people… I feel like such a burden.

Native America’s make me sick. I got one living near me, way to close to my family to have animals around. Monkey fucker always filming everything. Better then that n***** across the alley. I can remember when my neighbors were all white. Now I’m in hell with beans up the...

Native America’s make me sick. I got one living near me, way to close to my family to have animals around. Monkey fucker always filming everything. Better then that n***** across the alley. I can remember when my neighbors were all white. Now I’m in hell with beans up the...

iwas talking about my xbox and thn i forgot what to call him or her a he or she and so i relized i need to find out my xbox gender so i asked my friend “how do u find if ur xbox is a boy or a girl” and...

My load was so thick and creamy. She oozed it out and put the plug in. Then proceeded to clean up our mess licking. I eventually slammed her a** cheeks numb.

I really am my own worst enemy