it was a gift for you in your s*** darkness, freak
Siren

Siren, You seemed so happy in pictures when you thought I was gone. Your disgustingly sweet sappy love filling you with warmth and hope. It made me sick. I hate happy couples who brag about their love....

i had many traumatic experiences while dating him, but there’s not a single day that i don’t miss him. I’m afraid my friends think i tell my story for them to pity me, but i just want to be understood.

She was my best friend…

OR SHE COULD JUST TELL ME TO CUT THE S*** HERSELF AND I WOULD, NO STRINGS ATTACHED! IF SHE WONT SHES FUCKED THOUGH. GIMME SOMETHING TO WORK TOWARDS/HOLD ON TO. IF YOU CANT THEN ITS ON YOU AFTER ALL THIS BACK AND FORTH!

I have nothing to life for.

Have a happy new year everyone. I wont.

I’m just so tired. Everytime I have a really good moment, the bad ones just come to overpower it. Family, health, just life itself.. is crushing. I’m in an endless state of depression. What am I to do when I dont have a single drop of energy to move forward...

Aqua?

I will never be enough for anyone. I’m sorry that I’ve let everyone down, I’m nothing. I worked so hard to prove I had a place in this world just to have it spit in my face. I’m sorry that I let myself be abused. I’m sorry that I’m so...

I have no one to talk to about how i’m feeling. i don’t wanna be here. i want it to end. i want the urges to take what ever pulls i can find to end. i want life to end. i’m tired. i don’t wanna do this anymore.

now that one did look fem faced but man body trans. so afraid to look. no joke.

when I was younger (-hadn’t come out and still haven’t 🙁 -) I would read lesbian/ bisexual love stories on Ao3 and Wattpad to comfort myself. Bc I am very much bisexual. The reason why is because my parents, especially my mother, are extremly homophobic. Around the age of 11-12...

Either God kills me in my sleep or something or I kill myself. Tired of b*******. Tried of doing everything the right way yet lacking results.

Once youve figured peoples b******* out they dont want u around anymore. Thats why I have no one.

I hate when my friend says some judgemental s*** and then looks to me for validation of their garbage take because a lot of his humor is centered on pseudo-intellectual dunks instead of actual dialectical discussions and discerning nuance.

That’s the problem with an obsession with “dunking” on either...

i have lambimia.

When you’ve been lonely and alone all your life, when no one ever loved you for who you really are life hits differently. I’ve built up so many walls, I don’t want to be hurt again. Feelings are dumb and yet it feels good to feel. On days when I...

“Can you hear me?
Is someone there?
Am I losin’ my mind?
Am I all alone?
Won’t you rescue me?
Talkin’ to myself
Starin’ at me

Yo
I scribble death letters to myself everyday
Sitting here, locked away, gone astray, with my...

the last person I thought would be in a relationship found someone. Now its just me. Alone and a loser.

I feel super alone and i feel helpless. I am not able to tell anybody about my pain sometimes i want to end it !!

Everyday it gets harder and harder to produce a smile my family knows me as the happy son/brother they have but I don’t remember the last time I could say I was truly happy. I always want to take the “easy” way out but I can’t because I put everyone’s...

I am so utterly afraid for tomorrow. I live in a house with an abusive sibling and my parents won’t do anything. They are aware of his behaviour, and they are simultaneously afraid of him, and trying to protect him. for the past few months i haven’t been interacting with...

i think my mother is so jealous of me and her mental war on me seems so childish.

I wish I wasnt so afraid to kill myself. My life is meaningless without Siren and shes never coming back. I made very sure of that. I hope shes miserable…Shes f****** an ugly fat dude while Im spending another christmas alone missing her trying to prove that I dont need...

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I raise my eyebrows so much that I have a faint yet distinct wrinkle line forming above one of my eyebrows. I’m only 25.

it was my first boyfriend. kyle . that’s his name. a name i will never forget. we started dating in january of 2021. we were a lot like each other in some ways. our relationship was very interesting. very very s*****. he wanted to have a t******** with my best...

I’ve cried the last 2 Christmases because every time the time comes I’ve felt so lonely and so terrible about myself. Even though I’m doing great in school which is what I’ve wanted always. I feel especially empty and depressed this Christmas. I even had the thought of ending it...

I guess that’s when you really know… when they don’t even wish you a merry Christmas back

Don’t get to see my adult son again this Christmas. I divorced my wife years ago and my son found out I was a f**. He would be nice to me until he turned 21 and now he has pushed me out of his life. Looking at the pictures the...

Sorry I cheated on you multiple times, I eventually stopped caring because I overstayed in the relationship. I actually really enjoyed cheating on you. I’m must be messed in the head.

Its the holidays. I absolutely hate them. My mother is the ultimate guilt trip with everything. No one wants to go to church. I feel guilty about not wanting to go. I’m so depressed I don’t want to do anything. She has the nerve to say that she cat make...

I shouldn’t have to be this scared. I shouldn’t have to hide, to lie, to soften.

I feel sick worried about how she will respond. In a way it makes me angry. I never signed up for this.

I just want an ordinary situation. No one is perfect....

I’m so jealous of my next door flat neighbour. She’s recently in what seems to me to be a loving relationship after years of being single. Since I moved in next door, she’d always been single with the occassional bloke popping in. I was very happy for her the first...

My dad died on the 24th December right before Christmas Eve dinner. I hate December and the hole of the holiday season.

I wish I was an orphan instead or stillborn.

My father yelled at me because I forgot to turn the lights of

You cant die yet Siren, i have so much more to write about you. Theres so many movies and tv shows and video games i want to experience with you. I want to marry you in hawaii or maybe the virgin islands or jamaica and maybe even have children with...

I feel cursed.

Go ahead. Ask that dumb b**** Siren why she wont put a stop to this even though it would take her five minutes of talking but still shows up to get abused. Ask that dumb b**** why she still loves me but cant stop hurting me and pushing me away....

My wife didn’t get pregnant again this month. We have been trying for 4 years, every time we have the slightest shred of hope it’s taken away. I’m going to start throwing more plastic in the garbage instead of recycling it. If mother nature is punishing us, I’m going to...