even when there’s so many people around me i feel so lonely. i feel like ive always been there for the little things in everyone elses’ life that i forget to be there for myself. ever since my first breakup 3 years ago i’ve always felt like there was an empty void to feel. not the kind of empty void that another person fills but the kind where im ok with my own presence. all my talking stages feel like i’m chasing someone just to make them love me. everyone says im pretty, kind, and caring but i don’t know what im missing that someone else has. maybe its the way i give talking stages my all and the way i show up even when they hurt me hoping that they’ll change. i want a love thats genuine and gentle with my broken heart. not because im desperate but because i want to feel loved the way i love others. im blessed to have a soft heart again and again even when it feels like it should be hard as stone.
Service is horrible love language. For others, it’s a treat. They are cared for. Someone is preventively thinking of their needs. There’s always someone to help.
And someone always is. Alone.
I am home alone this weekend. I could just kill myself now,no one to stop me, no one to talk me down, no one to stop the bleeding and get me to a hospital in time.I just can’t do it though, I’m not scared of dying,i wish everyday that i...
I deserve the silent treatment. .. Please just try to understand my point of view.
this is a physical pain. i need to poop but i literally cannot; it is simply too big. i have probably spent around a good 2 hours, total, today just in the bathroom trying to pass this but it just is NOT coming out. urghhhh i don’t know if i...
I had lost many things already in life , my precious dog , myself, trust . Through these all , i had anxiety 3 years already because of bullying . i dont even have great bond with my family, even if i tried hard i already got high grades ,...
a lost soul i always thought im the miss right in my own world whatever i done does or do is always correct….but i was completely wrong im not just waste human who uses other emotions idk and numb i wont be that. i feel shame on me such bad...
I’m suicidal and i don’t have anybody to talk to and as days pass by i just, i can’t stop imagining myself dead and just feeling good about that image
I know you are all busy, and I understand, i really do, but you have no idea how much it hurts that every single one of you forgets the one day you promised to remember; my 16th birthday. I know you are not obligated to remember, but I really wish...
i’m happy for you god i’m happy for you but i can’t help but feel bitter that you had the same exact experience as me with the same exact person but for you the outcome was seemingly so much better. like. f***! man. after finally working up to it i...
I am sick of living in this piss pot joint of suffering called Australia!
I wish she broke up with me over the secret tape of her I had so I would’ve never gotten a DUI under the age of 21 and suspended from my university.
This is the second time I’ve stupidly invested my emotions in someone and they’ve completely fucked me over. Love is a f****** lie and I’m tired of trying to find it. F*** all of you, I’m done with this life. Blood pressure med overdose it is.
Stop being a ghost and I will stop being a psycho shithead. If I was talking to you directly, miscommunication would not be a factor. If you want respect and transparency then show me some.
I’m scared. I’m afraid we’re facing another world war. I’m afraid for my friends and family in Europe. I’m so tired of trying to process trauma after trauma. Why can’t the world just have peace? Why do horrible humans have to keep causing so much grief?
Yeah, well, thank you too. I guess this is goodbye. I’ll never forget you. As much as I hate to admit it, maybe you’re right. Being wrong has never stopped me before though. Domt ever say I lackee determination. I chased you for the better part of a decade and...
we feel like soulmates. you confessed your love for me. I confessed my love for you. but there are somethings that are not meant to be.
you loving me was the biggest fantasy at the back of my head. but who knows it was reality.
thank...
I used to be complimented on my muscles. I didn’t appreciate what I had. I made mistakes, and I am not sure I can ever be comparable to what I was before. Little girls are basically more or less stronger than I can ever be at this point. I am...
I’m letting you go. And I genuinely mean it as kindly and as tenderly as possible.
you shouldve never met me, you’re better off without me. im a curse to everyone who’s lives im in, im a whole living burden on earth. i missed being in love and then i fell for you and seeing you not give a s*** about me whenever we break off...
Each day, I sit here wondering when I’ll have the guts to take my own life.
I so wish I could magically become a woman overnight. Why was I ever born as a male? So ugly. So hairy. So nondelicate. So meaningless. So devoid of beauty. So vile. So savage. So selfish. So unnecessary to this world. Hope whoever decided I should be a male stops...
Can someone kill me please? I don’t wanna live anymore, ill leave my info in just in case.. i live in Austria, Tirol, obergurgl in hotel lohman and I work in a shop called “miniM” please just kill me … yeah, thank you
I lost all interest in life. It has proven to be mostly pain. Death will save my soul from prison body.
The dark has many roads leading out of it, but only temporarily. They all lead back eventually. They always do.
Guess I don’t mean much to you at all. How was it so easy for you to just walk right by me without speaking today? How is it that you can just go a week without caring? Wish I didn’t love you this much 😞
when I was 8 years old, I discovered p*** on my dad’s laptop. i simply started looking up related p*** topics (s**, girls, etc) (I’m a girl) , and I just couldn’t stop. P*** gave me life and it was something I looked forward to because it was interesting to...
Why couldn’t you just say hi?why couldn’t you drop the act? I hope you suffer. Go to hell. Karma will make you her b****, demon.
My days are all the same. Mundate, boring, routine, lonely, depressing, frustrating. Longing for you is what keeps me going these days.
Just feel like killing myself. That is all.
Back in bed at 6:55 AM. Had Mac&cheese made a Taurine water with vitamin and sighed. Just wanna sleep.
It is very weird, if not bad business that no one on your social media team, manager, publicist or even yourself gets off their asses or responds to reports of an imposter or fraudulent account of a fake person using xyz celebrities name to obtain: your confidential customer or fan...
Man I miss being in love. Feels like years when I last met a decent quality partner for romance. I really hope I find him soon, all the men I have met are gay or the cheating fooling around type 🙁
elton john a tard poopy faced man! a pain on society.
Why you still in my head.
My name is evan reyes and i tricked my sis into a ha job please god forgive me
REPLY TO: “Ive been abused since I was a little boy by various different people . . .my life is destroyed.”
Try hypnosis to wipe out the memories and create a new you with a new past that is a happy past. There are also medications (drugs) that can erase...
I’m starting couples counselling in two days and I’m worried it might be too late. I love her so dearly, and she loves me, but I’m beginning to suspect our love is not unconditional. I think her anxiety has broken more in me than I’d care to admit.
Why do some women think it’s okay to sleep with another woman’s husband? FFS just go find a dude who is single. If he’s taken then he’s NOT for you no matter how much you like him and getting involved will inly serve to hurt innocent people. If you do...
Ive been abused since I was a little boy by various different people. Im in my 30s now and my life is destroyed.
There’s so much anger inside of me, but I would never take it out on anyone else. It always has my teeth set on edge. I wish I could take a baseball bat and smash up my whole room until I feel better. How else do I get it out?
Oh geez, I think I’ve made a mistake. Ah it’s my fault for being so caring. omg *laugh* I really wish they weren’t here, too *laugh*